Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural but it would be fun to though.
Warning: Wincest! Sam/Dean/Cas. Angel Love. Some language, graphic imagery. Sexual Content. Lots and lots of schmoop and some angst as well in most of these story chapters. Gabriel does join their bed sexually and in love with them in later chapter, after the Christmas one in fact.
Plot: Dean has been juggling two lovers, Sam and Cas, and they are tired of it. He has to make a choice or lose them both. Who will he choose? And what will he do when they get tired of waiting and make his choice for him? Will he be able to live with their decision?
Or will it break his and their hearts in the end?
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Dean sat miserably at the foot of the bed, head down, and turned over what had just occurred. Cas and Sam had given him an ultimatum, pick one and the other will leave. He knew this had been coming and he kind of figured that they might grow tired of his indecisiveness of who he loved most. He hated ultimatums but knew he had to deal with this one. He was going to lose them both if he didn't. Ultimatums sucked!
A knock came at the door, a soft tap of sorts. Dean shook his head, 'Just my luck, I have a chick flick moment and someone shows up!' And it was probably a maid, great. Ugh. He lifted an eyebrow in resolution that he had to answer it but before he could even get up, Sam and Cas came in and sat on either side of him. They both looked at him at the same time and Dean stubbornly looked at the floor now. Their expression wore the 'Cat ate the canary' kind of look and even though he wasn't looking at either man, he knew it, too. Why? Was the question. He was too upset at the moment to really want to find out why, maybe leaving him made them happy. Great, now he was in the middle of a chick flick moment and feeling sorry for himself; he was such a girl! Deep down he was happy to see them but nervous as to what they had to say. Maybe they decided to love each other instead? That hurt him but he couldn't stop the thought.
Dean felt tears fill his closed eyes, and one slipped through. He waited for them to tell him what he was so afraid to hear. 'I will not have another chick flick moment!'
Not that he wasn't in the middle of one already.
Sam cleared his throat began to run fingers through Dean's hair, trying to coax him into looking at him. Dean wasn't going to give him the pleasure. Sam enjoyed doing it so much that he kept doing it anyway, and Dean's resolve wavered the more Sam did it but did not break though. Cas placed his hand gently under Dean's chin and made him look up. Angel strength was like that. Dean was left with no choice in the matter but to look up at them now. Besides the hair thing felt nice, he thought sadly and let it soothe him a little. Soon Dean felt his resolve break. His eyes filled with pain and confusion now at he awaited their decisions, hoping it wasn't to leave him for each other, or that maybe they would give him more time. Not that it would help, he loved them both too much. He couldn't choose between them. He desperately loved and needed both of them too much to choose and he knew this could and probably had now cost him both of them.
Stupid Ultimatum! He swore mentally and cried a little at the thought of them leaving him now.
Sam smiled and started talking first. "We have been talking-" .
Cas continued, "and we realized we were missing the obvious solution to our dilemma."
'Here it comes!' Dean thought with dread in his heart. They had chosen each other or were both leaving. Dean waited for it.
They waited for a response from him before continuing so he nodded that he had heard.
Sam said gently, still playing with Dean's hair which Dean didn't want to end. "Neither of us could bear to lose you."
Cas stroked his cheek softly, smearing the tear trails that lay there. Dean could only wonder where this was going and get more confused. They both smiled at him and he thought his heart would break. ' I am such a chick!' He thought to himself. They kissed his tears away on each side of his face, wanting to take away the pain of the man they both loved so much. Dean was at a loss at the moment at what to do.
"We decided to both stay and be yours." Cas and Sam said together and laughed softly at Dean's face in response to this revelation. They whispered the words against his skin and their breaths whispered into his sensitive ears. His heart sped up and he was filled with joy now.
"If you will have us…" Sam said still touching Dean's face. Dean smiled, a full megawatt 'I am thrilled' smile. The one both of his lovers knew and treasured the most. They smiled back in a similar way and he locked those smiles away in his now over bursting heart. It meant that he had accepted their offer and they would be his and he would be theirs.
Dean turned his head to face Sam and leaned in. He kissed him passionately. The deal was sealed. He smiled in a self-satisfied way and Sam was left panting for more.
He turned to Cas, eyes glittering with anticipation, and kissed him with abandon, too; letting go of him slowly. The deal was sealed. Cas was left turned on and needing more.
They both stared at him in desire and love. Dean looked back at each of them the same way. Dean was their crossroad demon and they had sold their souls to him; so to speak. Dean and the other two men did not miss the irony in this act either.
Cas and Sam caressed Dean's skin and their breaths fueled all of their fires for each other, Dean included. Clothes and reason were soon tossed aside and abandoned. They made love quickly at first, all needs overwhelming tenderness at first. It felt different, more permanent, forever type chick flick, 'cry at the end of the movie as the couple fall in love and ride into the sunset' kind of love. The best kind as far as they were concerned. They all finally settled in under the covers to enjoy the afterglow of their lovemaking afterward. Sam's head nestled between Dean's shoulder and neck, 'His favorite spot', Dean chuckled. Sam's hand pressed softly against the shaking of his chest as he softly did so. Cas laid his head on Dean's chest and listened as Dean's heartbeat calm down. Cas's hands were on Dean's chest and on Sam's forceps. His eyes were open since Angels didn't sleep but he couldn't help wishing he could sleep this way with them forever now; so in love and lost in them now. Needing them in his heart and life forever now.
They had their Dean and they had each other. Cas turned the thoughts over in his head and sighed happily. He loved them and would die for them. He also knew they would do the same for him.
Sam spoke up sleepily, surprising him and Dean into even happier looks and smiles as he said it, "Next time we cuddle with me in the middle." Sam now smiled softly, eyes almost all closed, and managed to play with Dean's stomach muscles and Cas's hair at the same time.
"Then it's my turn to be cuddled in the middle?" Cas asked, knowing the answer. He loved how both their eyes came to rest on him, filled with soft love and promises of forever. "Of Course, baby. We'll take turns." Dean promised him and Sam nodded in agreement. "We love you, Cas."
Cas smiled up at them. "I love you guys, too." They drifted off to sleep that way and, to them at least, it was perfect. Shortly later, Cas got up and disentangled himself from them so as to not wake them up They were the most handsome sleeping men he had ever seen, Cas thought and smiled to himself again at the thought of them as his. He slipped into his clothes again now and popped back to heaven, to fight in Heaven's war once more. He sighed and thought that he would rather stay here. But then he was gone, going there to fight anyway.
