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My Everyday Encouragement and Answers.

(Mikan's POV)

Me. I'm original, but no-one wants to be like me…I'm a total burden. A total failure. I try so hard, but I don't get anywhere.

I have guts. I have the smile. But…I'm not the girl, that a girl would dream to be.

I'm nothing but a burden.

I've never had a thought of regret in my life. Of regret. Of love.

But I've always regretted… always regretted, the burden I set upon people.

I'm not the perfect girl.

Or so I thought…

FLASHBACK!!

I sat in class, looking up at Mr. Narumi. For once he was in class teaching, it wasn't a special occasion. It was a normal day…

Wasn't it?

I felt really bad today. I just couldn't handle what my mind was thinking.

'You're a burden you're a burden'

it would repeat…again and again over and over. It was killing me.

I wanted to smile. I wanted to laugh. I wanted to tell people…I was fine…

Even if I wasn't…

I tried so hard, as time drew on, minute by minute. It killed me more and more. I don't know what came over me…But I ran out of class.

I know people were looking. I know people were talking. I know people were thinking…'one problem after another! When will she stop?!'

I'msorry

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't help. I'm sorry…I worried you. I'm sorry…I was a burden" Those words will repeat over and over… I ran to the Sakura tree. The place always calmed me down…

But it wasn't now…

"You…turned against-sniff-me–Sniff-Too –Sniff- huh?" I cried to the tree. I hit it with all my force. My kuckles began to bleed and I began to feel weaker and weaker.

The world was against me.

"I'M SORRY!!!!!" I yelled as I knelt to the ground, curled up in a ball leaning against the tree.

"For what?!" said an emotionless voice. I looked up.

"H-Ho-Hotaru..." I whispered.

Why was she here?

Wasn't I her burden?!

Wasn't I a problem!?

"For what?!" she repeated again. She was calm, but you can sense how annoyed she was.

"I'm a burden. I'm a worry. I'm…I'm a failure."

Hotaru groaned.

"If you were a burden Mikan…I wouldn't be here and even if you were…I would still be here. You're a worry…Everyone is. Don't you worry about me?! And lastly, there's no doubt you're a failure. But that doesn't mean anything."

"Why…!?" I asked.

"Because…we love you. We care for you." The twins Said cheerfully in unison.

"Because you care for the animals and care for me" Ruka said to me slightly blushing.

"Because you entertain me with your thoughts" Koko said grinning. I sweatdropped.

"Because you make me feel smart" Yuu said sweatdropping and laughing hysterically. I laughed. The guy got some annoying humour.

"…" I looked at Natsume and smiled gently. I don't need an answer. I've heard enough.

I'm happy.

I'm useful. Even if it wasn't that much.

I make people smile. Even if it's for the stupidest reasons ever.

I smiled brightly

We walked off to class.

I was grabbed by the hand and heard a slight whisper in my ear.

"Because you made me feel loved. Made me smile. Made me happy inside. And you make me love."

I looked wide eyed at Natsume as he smirked and continued walking.

END OF FLASHBACK!

When I think about it. I get encouraged. I can start another day. Can give another smile.

And know the answer of my every day question.

"Why do I even like him!?"

Because…he makes me feel special.

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Love, Cee-chan! xox!