Hey I'm back after so many years! Disclaimer I don't own Karneval because if I did a lot more yaoi would occur. Also to let you know there is underage reference to sex I'm not sure I'm going to write it out or not but people do not freak out. I'm just trying to change things up and not have the uke well also be what you assume. People and situation differ greatly some short people can top someone older/stronger/taller. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! Now on with the fic!

Chapter 1

Yogi POV

I've never experienced love or being in a relationship I grew up with Circus after all. Our lives are filled with danger and fighting finding time to elope just doesn't sound resemble. Then, I met them, Gareki and Nai. Gareki took on the role of reluctant older brother to younger more innocent Nai fit the description perfectly with his large red eyes, naïve personality and short height.

"He's so adorable!" I thought, "We can all be best friends!" I was so excited never had outsider joined Circus because of that I never had the chance to properly socialize with anyone (I joined Circus rather young). Gareki didn't want to at first but he warmed up to me and now we're friends even though he still hits me for being childish and for my love of Nyanpersona! But Nai come to love Nyanpersona just as much as I. That day Nai became a little brother to me and I loved him for that. However, with my experience in Circus I should have known that everything is not how it seems. I thought sweet, naïve, little Nai could never have impure thoughts. I was right but at the same time wrong.

It happen when my other self-took over again. I was scared and worried about what he would do to my friends. Would I come back? Who would he hurt or kill? Will he destroy my stuff again or remind us of how lonely life without our family is? Eventually, we come face to face with little Nai and Karoku. My other half smirked raising our weapon as Karoku tried to shield little Nai behind him, to protect him. It was enough distraction for someone to sneak behind me placing my patch on. We fell unconscious the moment my other half realized it.

By the time I woke up I was back in control of my body. I found myself in the hospital room with little Nai sleeping by my side.

"I'm okay now little Nai." I said as I petted his hair. He immediately woke up. Then, he did something I never thought him capable of…he got on top of me. I froze how shameful a 21 year old fearing a 14 year old animal/human. I had to remind myself he wasn't them.

"Yogi don't change again! Nai was scared!" his large eyes dripped with tears. Once more he surprised me when his lips met mine I a clumsy kiss. I gently pushed him off.

"Little Nai where did you learn that!"

" Karoku taught me," his eyes met mine," he read me this book where a prince kissed a princess and she got better. That means they love each other and that you want to put your thingy with theirs."

"Thingy?" I asked. He pointed down between his legs. My face turned bright red never did I imagine little Nai have THOSE kind of feelings for me. I didn't notice Nai breathing down my neck his lips brushed against my ear. He whispered,

"" I REALLY want to put my thingy with yours Yogi. Karoku told me if I do we will be mates, together forever but we got to do it now." I turned my head enough to see his eyes glowing red, his cheeks completely blush.

"Little Nai are…are you in heat?" please no.

"Karoku called it runting." And with that he started licking my neck, nibbling my ear, rubbing against me; I finally come back to reality when I felt sharp fangs poke my bare shoulder.

"Nai stop this isn't right!" NO! NO! NO!

"Why? Gareki says he used his thingy when he was smaller than me." He hesitated, "I'm not little Yogi let me love you." Love? How could he know about love innocent, naïve, child-like Nai? Yet as he gently tucked off my shirt I couldn't deny no 'innocent' boy would do this.

"We just want to be loved let him love us." My other half said within me.

"Okay Nai you win." As the words left my mouth he lifted my naked legs over his shoulder. Then…..

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Time Skip 3 Months

After what happen between us I couldn't look anyone in the eye. Nai stuck to me like glue he even convinced the crew to move his stuff with mine stating he felt safer with me. Any chance he got to hold my hand, arm, waist, or at night any limb he took it. Almost every night I dread whether or not he be in the 'mood 'honestly his runting lasted almost a month. During that time he sneak into my room and …do 'it' with me. I assume everyone suspicion of something Karuko and Gareki keep a close watch on us (jealousy maybe?). Almost all day I fear they will see Nai's mating mark on my shoulder, or the hickeys he leaves or even the soft butterfly kisses he gives me when nobody is around ( I had to beg him to for that though).

"Yogi Can I see you for a moment." The doctor stopped me.

"But I have a mission!"

"Circus and more importantly your friends will understand."

"Nai going too!"Nai said as he clung to my arm. We walked in an awkward silence towards the medic room.

"Yogi your weekly check-up has shown strange results …changes in your hormone level, weight gain as well. Yogi you're pregnant." As Nai possessively wrapped his arms around me smiling confirming the doctor's fears part of me could not believe it.