All week long it had been a secret. Peter was not allowed to know what was 'wrong' with Kirsten. Josh wanted Sandy's reaction to be as real as possible. Peter had tried to guess but Kelly chastised him and he quit.

Finally, he and Kelly sat to shoot the revelation scene. Peter's script only went as far as 'I went to the doctor' and 'Are you sick?'

He was in the mind set to receive bad news. He put thoughts in his head. 'What if she has cancer? What would be my reaction to Kelly telling me she had cancer? I'd be devastated, scared, pissed off.'

'Are you sick?'

He spoke his last written line and waited to receive the news.

'I'm pregnant.'

Finally, the secret was revealed and Peter couldn't believe it. He looked at Kelly. Her blue eyes and golden hair. The reaction was supposed to be natural. Peter repeated Kelly's words in his mind. 'I'm pregnant.'

The image of a pregnant Kelly waddled through his mind. He saw the round belly and the glow surround her. He could not help but smile.

He delivered some lines that sounded natural but his mind was elsewhere. As the scene continued, Peter wished it were not just a scene. He wished that Kelly would run up to him with news of herself being with child.

With my child. Peter thought before he could stop himself. He looked back into Kelly's eyes and suddenly everything fit. He could see everything in her eyes. He could see a child, half her and half him, looking back at him. He saw himself kissing her delicate lips and making her laugh the laugh she reserved for his jokes. He saw the two of them in rocking chairs on a porch, old and grey. He could see everything with her.

Without warning, the visions disappeared as he should have known they would. For that brief moment, his heart had soared higher than ever before but now it crashed harder than ever before.

His vision would never come to be. It could not. He lived that vision with another, the other he had promised himself to.

Peter's greatest desire had become to make Kelly the happiest person on Earth but he knew that he would never get the chance.