Hello all, this is my first story, so please be kind. This is an Edward and Bella story. NO JACOB LOVERS ALLOWED! Please review, it would make my life soooooo much better. Thankyou :)

Bella P.O.V

I started pacing around the room. I desperately looked at the ancient clock that hung above the unnecessary bed in the middle of Edwards's room. It read 10:45. Edward promised he'd be back before 11:00. I threw myself onto the bed and closed my eyes. I hated it when he left me. All I was good for was moping around and escaping reality. It wasn't until then did I realize that I was extremely tired. But I couldn't fall asleep, not until Edward was back...

"Bella?" I heard Edward say my name. I tried calling out to him, but I couldn't even manage to choke out a whisper. My throat had gone dry and rough.

"Bella? Where are you? Bella!?" I desperately tried to tell him I was here, I wanted to tell him to not be afraid, but the wind whipped my words into another direction. I felt a ripping sensation in the pit of my stomach. I clutched my stomach in pain. It felt like someone was there, trying to pull me away from Edward. I looked behind me but nobody was there. I felt the floor beneath me shatter, and I started to fall.

"No!" I managed to scream out.

"Bella!?" I could hear Edward's Angelic voice calling my name again. I forced my heavy eyes opened only to see Edward's pained face. I noticed my hands were clutching my stomach. As I pulled them away I felt Edwards cold arms wrap around me. It wasn't until then did I realize I was shaking. He pulled me closer, hugging me tighter. I reached up and touched his face. As I slowly ram my fingers across his smooth cheek he closed his eyes and made a purring sound. I could see his worried expression fade and his rigid muscles relax. He opened his eyes and smiled that crook smile that he knew I loved. I reached up and locked my arms around his neck. I looked up into his light butterscotch eyes. I wonder if my eyes will be as gorgeous as that when I finally become a vampire.

"You know, you really shouldn't do that Bella."

"Do what?" I questioned, "What did I do?"

"Scare me like that," he whispered, "I can't help you when you're having nightmares. I feel it's because of me... am I inflicting too much on you?? How can I save you when you're battling with your thoughts?" The words he said had really pained him. Why did he always have to be so lovely?

"It's not your fault I have nightmares, so don't feel bad. You can't be the hero all the time!" He smiled lightly then bent his head down to kiss me. It started off slow, and then he got more into it. He pulled me closer, with one hand around my waist and the other in my hair. I tightened my grip around his neck and pushed myself into the kiss a bit more. I wondered if I should do that, but seeing as though he just went hunting... I couldn't see the harm. I started to get dizzy. Edward noticed this and started kissing down my jaw line, allowing me to breathe. I gasped for air as he traced down my neck and on to my collarbone with his lips.
Shuddering with excitement I glanced up at the clock above his bed, it read 3:20.

"Charlie!" I exclaimed. "Oh no! He must have wondered why I didn't come home last night!" Edward chuckled against my skin. He started making his way back to my lips. His hand moved up and down my back, causing me to shiver. I felt him smile at that.

"Alice told Charlie that you two went to Seattle to do a little bit of shopping and was staying the night there." His hand slowly progressed down my back, but this time he slid his hand under my shirt, tracing up and down my warm skin. His lips reconnected with mine and in an instance, he was on top of me, hovering slightly to keep his weight off me. I pressed myself closer to him and tangled my hand in his hair.

"Where are all your boundaries tonight?" I asked mockingly, though I was breathing heavily. Before I got an answer he swerved me around so that I was on top of him, I liked it better that way...

"They're here in my mind, telling me to stop," he murmured, "I think my feelings for you tonight just might have the better of me for once." he laughed humourlessly at that.

"My sense of right from wrong is just an annoying voice in the back of my head that I have learned to ignore." His sweet breath flew straight out of his mouth and into mine, making me dizzy. I took a quick breath and then lunged myself back at him. He could tell I really wanted this. I could feel his kiss become more excited. I disconnected my hands from around his neck and slowly traced down to his chest. I could tell that he really wanted this too. I started unbuttoning his shirt. It felt slightly strange that he didn't stop me, but exciting that we finally were doing what I had always wanted. I undid his last button and watched his shirt limply fall away from him; revelling a perfectly muscled, rock hard chest. Before I had enough time to get over the fact that I finally fully unbuttoned his shirt, without him stopping me, I was pressed against his cool chest. Now both of his hands had managed to find their way under my shirt. He pressed his lips harder against mine and moved them in ways I had never experienced. His tongue explored my mouth as mine did his.

I felt him take some of the pressure forcing me down off my back. One of his hands was sliding towards my front. He slowly started tracing up the middle, passing my naval, and stopping at my bra. He traced the edge of the material before sliding his hands back down. My disappointment towards his reluctance was quickly made up for when he pulled my shirt off over my head. I instantly pushed myself against him, leaving no gaps. We kissed each other so passionately. He held me with as much force as he could without breaking me. I couldn't believe it, it was really happening

Soooo... How was the first chapter?? Like it? Hate it? please tell me what you think!! I know it's short... but i will have longer chapters :) Nxt one is the wedding!