A/N: I don't own any of the characters.

BPOV:

A sharp pain in my neck was all I remembered until the fire started. It hurt so much, I screamed for it to go away but to no avail. It felt like I was slowly being burned away. But then after what seemed like an eternity it stopped. I was lying on the floor in a small room vacant of furniture. When I sat up there was a woman in the room. I jumped slightly, she hadn't been there before.

"So how do you feel?" the woman asked. She had fiery red hair and evil red eyes.

"I-I'm not s-sure." I stuttered. I was surprised at how my voice sounded, even t hough I was stuttering it sounded so much better than before. "Why am I here? Who are you? What are you?" I was a little scared of the woman.

"My dear, you are here simply because I want you to be here. As to your question of who I am, my name is Victoria. The answer to your last question is very easy, I am the same as you, at least now anyway." She had a creepy smile playing across her lips. Now I was even more confused. What did she mean that I was like her.

"What do you mean I'm like you?" I asked. At this she laughed. It was a cruel, harsh sound.

"We are both vampires. I changed you three days ago and you just went through the transformation as we call it." She stated simply as though she was discussing something as trivial as the weather.

"What?! No, I can't be a monster! I don't want to be!" I screamed as I jumped to my feet. My vision swiveled a little bit due to the speed at which I had just gotten up.

"You are what you are. There's nothing you can do about it. We can't be destroyed unless you tear us to pieces and burn us. Get used to it because I don't want to hear you complaining." She spat out the words.

"Leave, just leave!" I shouted at her. I just needed to be alone right now. When she had left and the door hjad banged closed I curled up in a ball and sobbed. No tears would come out, which made me sob even harder than before. For what seemed like hours I remained on the floor. Occasionally I would start dry sobbing again whenever I remembered my life that I could never go back to. My mom Renee, Phil, Charlie, all of them would never know what happened to me. I wonder what would become of them in my absence.

"Shut up, and come with me." The woman was back again and she didn't look happy. "I'm tired of listening to all of the noise that you're making. It's been four days. Get over it." She yelled.

"How do you expect me to get over something like this?!" I yelled back, she had taken my life from me and I would hate her forever for doing that.

"Well there's no going back so no amount of crying, or at least trying to cry, will do anything to help you. You need to feed or you will get weak, it's a wonder that you managed to last this long without hunting." I felt sheer horror when she mentioned hunting. I wouldn't kill anyone, that would make me worse than I already was.

"No! I won't kill anyone!" I shouted.

"Fine, but you still need to come so that when you do hunt, which you will do eventually, you know what to do." Now she was smiling, but it wasn't a happy smile. It was like she knew something that I didn't.

I nodded my head in defeat and walked to the front door of the shabby little house. When we got outside I realized that we were in the woods.

When I was human I used to live with my mom and her new husband Phil in Santa Cruz. (it's northern California for those of you who didn't know) My biological dad Charlie lived in Forks Washington. I had only seen him every summer.

"Where are we?" I asked, I was truly curious.

"We are in the southern part of Oregon." She said. "Come on, lets run." I froze up a bit when she mentioned running. I couldn't even walk on a flat surface without tripping over something.

"That might not be the best idea, I am very clumsy." I said.

"Well, now you're a vampire, and our kind are much more graceful than humans." She was sounding a little inpaitient now. I guess she really wanted to go hunting.

"Fine, I'll try not to trip." And with that we took off running at a startling pace. Trees whipped by and I felt like I was flying, it was the best sensation in the world. I felt free. When we came to a stop, I noticed that there was an elementary school in front of us. Just then the bell rang and students poured out from the front of the school looking excited that they could finally go home. A few kids were heading towards the woods, no doubt cutting through to get home faster. I noticed that there was a burning at the back of my throat that I hadn't felt before.

"Lunch time." Said the woman and she took off running at vampire speed towards the part of the woods where the kids entered. They smelled so good. God! How could I even think that! But then I smelled someone who was closer to me than I expected, I followed the mouth watering scent to it's owner. I stopped a little behind the child, he had blond hair that was shaved to a buz cut, and I could see the veins in his neck. He was still walking, obvlious to me, the blood thirsty vampire stalking him. I kept on edging closer, and closer, now I was almost to him.

Please Read and Review! Should i have Bella kill him or not, i can't decide.

love ya,

Rose