Disclaimer: I don't own Sonny or the other characters, sadly I never will.

Summary: When Sonny ignores everyone, stops coming to rehearsal and shows, and basically drops of the face of the Earth, Chad and the So Random! cast decides to investigate and find more than they bargained for.

Hey guys, please don't send flames or anything, it's one of my first fics, first Sonny with a Chance fic, so it might be bad. And it'll be short. Two or three-shot, but if you guys want, I can make a sequel.

Sonny Munroe took her diary out of her drawer and opened up to a fresh page.

Dear Diary,

All I see when I close my eyes is my mother's twisted face. Bloody and twisted and, and… dead. All I see when they're open is the faces of friends that laugh. I know it's playful teasing, but they see me distraught, upset, and, and downright hurt, but they just tease me about it. I can see why Chad would do it, but Nico and Grady and Zora and, and Tawni? My friends. They don't even care enough to notice that something is wrong!

I'm stupid.

I'm worthless.

I'm fat.

I'm ugly.

My father abuses me and my mother was killed. I can't tell anyone, dad will kill me if I ever tell that he killed my mother. I'll just be tossed aside and his life will go on…

I wonder what would happen if I sped things up for him. He'll kill me anyway, soon enough, so if I killed myself, would anyone notice? Would they miss me? Maybe they'll all just go back to their lives without Sonny Munroe.

Allison Munroe. The true me. Scared, hurt, sad, depressed, angry. My friends all know Sonny Munroe, happy, bubbly, cheerful, energetic… So not true. I can't keep acting like nothing is wrong. Like I'm not going back home to a drunk monster every night.

I'm going to end my life. I have to quit. I can't talk to the others either, it might slip out and they'll try to stop me, to talk me out of it, and I'll listen. I can't let that happen. I'll leave this diary for them, I guess, so they can know where and when I'm ending this mess, if they even care.

Goodbye forever,

Allison Munroe.

P.S. To whoever is reading, the date, place and time of my death are Friday, April 15th, 10:00 p.m. at the cliff in Jamison Park. That's for any people who would like that written anywhere, like in a speech or on the tombstone or something.

Sonny snapped the book shut and pushed it down into her bag. She would place it in her dresser last minute, but right now, she needed to pack all her things. Talking Marshall into letting her go was hard, but she finally got through to him and he gave her a few boxes to put her stuff in. The last few days were hard, ignoring everyone, ditching shows and rehearsals, but Sonny pulled through.

She threw a few more things into the box she had placed on a chair just as her phone started ringing. Forgetting to look at the caller ID, Sonny pulled her cow patterned phone up to her ear.

"Hello?"

"Sonny? Oh thank God, you answered! I didn't think you would." Came the voice of Chad Dylan Cooper.

"Goodbye." Sonny hung up, tears welled up in her eyes as she chucked the phone at the wall. Why did he call? I-I could've made this whole thing a little easier if I had just checked the damn caller ID. There was a knock on the door. "Shit." She whispered. Sonny grabbed the box and her purse and threw them out the 1st story window, before jumping out herself. Sonny hated having to ignore everyone, but if she didn't, they would talk her out of killing herself. She couldn't risk it.

"Sonny? Sonny! Open the door!" Yelled Nico. Sonny stood up and brushed herself off.

"Yeah, Sonny! Open up!" Added Grady.

"Here, I'll just unlock the door." Tawni sighed and Sonny heard the click of a lock, before grabbing her stuff and making a mad dash for her car. In all the running, Sonny's diary slipped out of her bag, but she didn't notice.

Sonny quickly drove off into the night, trying to block out the voices of her concerned friends. Oh, so now they care. She thought. She shook her head. Friday's just two days away. You can last 'till then. She desperately hoped she could.

So… you guys likey? I hope you do and feedback is appreciated. No flames, just compliments and constructive criticism, please. ;3