As I lay here
Here on our bed
On our bed watching the sun rise
Rise for the first time
First time without you
You here with me
I realize
Realize for the first time
Time that you are really gone
As I lay my hand
Hand on my stomach
Hand on our baby
I realize
Realize that the happy family I wanted
Was now no more
As I sit here I realize
Realize that today was the start of the rest of our lives
Rest of our lives together
You say that you should cherish each day like it was your last
Even though I know
Know we will see each other
Each other again
I just wanted
Wanted to see your smile
Wanted to spend the rest of my life with you
Want to see you raise our baby
Want to see your eyes so full of love
Love for me
As I lay here I remember
Remember all the time
Times we had
Had with each other
Even though I want to
To fid the strength in the memories
I would be able to hold on to that dream
But as I lay here
I know for the last time that I wish
Wish that I could be there
There to see you raise I baby girl
But I guess I will always have the memories of you
You smiling down at me
Me with our little girl
As I drift off into yesterday