Jacob and Renesmee Chapter 1
OH CRAP. I try to sit up, i am so fricken thirsty. Shit, bad, bad idea, my head is pounding. Last night was my '17th' birthday. Technically i turned seven yesterday, I had stopped aging and would look like this forever. I inched my way slowly to a sitting position, wondering if Mum and Dad were home. I had found out over the years, accidentally, that the easiest way to tell if they were home was to string off a list of profanities in my mind. If Dad was home, you'd be able to hear him snarling from a mile away. I felt a smile appear on my face as i remembered last night, knowing i was free to think about Jake right now as Dad wasn't home. The party Alice had thrown me had been incredible, but the look on Jakes face when i'd walked down the stairs was even better. Alice had outdone herself with my outfit. He hadn't been able to take his eyes off me all night.
Sometimes i felt so irritated by the way Jake hung around all the time, following me when he thought i didn't realise just to make sure i was safe. There was something special about Jake, he completed me somehow, but i just wasn't sure in which way. I had always dreamt that i would date Jake one day, but he has never seemed interested me in that way. I decided i had to forget about Jake in that way, i didn't want to risk ruining our friendship because he didn't feel the same way. At least i had some things to look forward to, now that i wasn't going to be having drastic changes with growth, Mum and Dad had finally agreed to let me go to school.
JPOV
I forced my eyes open as i sat up from the same position i'd been in all night. I couldn't sleep after the party, Ness had looked utterly breathtaking, but i know i can't act on my feelings towards her until she's experienced life without me and until she develops feelings towards me. I only started thinking of Nessie in a non-brotherly way a couple of months ago, and at first i didn't even notice. But Edward did. I'd gone away for a couple of painful weeks without Nessie, to meet with other packs outside our tribe. When i'd come back, i had expected Ness to have changed, she'd been changing drastically in short periods of time lately, i suppose because she was coming closer to being fully matured. But i hadn't expected her to have changed that much. A As soon as i arrived back in Forks, i'd gone straight to the Cullen's mansion to see her, t physically ached for me to be away from her too long. I'd been greeted at the door by Edward and the rest of the Cullens. I'd smelt Ness coming from the top of the stairs, and as i looked up... WOW. She had filled out a lot in the time i'd been away. And i just couldn't take my eyes of her, raking all of her luscious curve and mature face... But Edward, well he wa the one who initially hinted for me to stop looking at her. But it had been a little less subtle then hinting. All the while Ness just stood there looking beautifully innocent as Edward and Emmet were growling and holding me up by the collar on my shirt, threatening me so quietly Nessie didn't have a clue what was going on.
