Loop: Heya peeps! so this has been bugging in my brain and I want to let it all out. My brain couldn't stop from thinking. So yeah, to be honest im nursing my mom from her cancer and I have lack of sleep since then.

So something pops in my brain and my perverted brain wanted it. Hell with it I need to write it down! so yeah, thank you guys for all of your support and thank you so much for praying for my mom ;v;

Also its like, what if Allen is a mom? ohoh I needed to write it :)

On with the story!

Shattered

Chapter 1: Mother

The full moon shines luminously on the sky, giving a little light on the town below. A lone figure was running through the alleyways of the town. The tapping of her shoes were echoing through the streets. The lone figure's hood was covering her head and behind her was her trusty golden golem, Timcanpy.

What she doesn't know that the shadows were creeping to her as if it was alive, following her, stalking her every move.

"Tim lets hurry" she said to her golem as it flapped his wings faster.

The figure looked to her right and saw that the inn that she was staying was ten steps away.

"Go fly up and go in first, Tim. I'll be with you in a minute" she said and the golem nodded and flew up as ordered. When she looked up and saw that Tim made it in the window of their room. She was about to run for it when a cold hand held her wrist tight making her stop and yelp in pain. She was about to shout for help when a hand was placed to her mouth. "Ah, ah" the voice said in a mocking tone. Her culprit was dragging her to the dark corners of the alleyway; dragging her away from the inn. "We don't want to let everyone know that we are here and make a scene now, do we?" She looked at the one who was holding her with disgust. She was about to pull a talisman on her hand to defend herself but the culprit knew her next move and surprisingly hugged her tight making her surprise and lost focus. She was then slammed to the wall and her hands were above her head making her drop her talisman; the culprit holding her both hands with his right hand locked and firmed. He then hover his free hand to her hood and slowly removing it, showing her long brown hair and fierce grey silver eyes "What a surprise that I find you here, my dear, my luck sure doesn't fail me" he said as he leaned to her neck and sniffed her, sending shivers down to her spine. "Ah, oh how I missed you" he whispered to her ear. "I've searched for you seen your fiancée went into a killing spree, I thought that he killed you too, I was so worried"

"Let go of me you fucking monster!" she shouted and struggled. "Nea didn't kill his family" she said as she remembered the sadness and fear on her fiancée's eyes that time, the time when the Earl killed him, the Tragedy, as the Earl called it. "You made him do it! You made him kill and hurt the ones he cherished and loved! Monster!"

He frowned and looked into her eyes. "What do you mean by that, my dear Allen?" he said and put his free hand on her cheeks. "I didn't do anything to that Noah. That man was only using you. You were his little play toy. He never loved you. He wanted to hurt you, he killed his family just for testing his power, he's insane" he said and brushed her cheek. "When I received the news that you disappeared I thought that he killed you. I even sent my trusted and loyal guards just to search for you but I'm glad that you are safe"

"Don't play innocent on me" she spat. "I know what you did" she said and glared at him earning her a twitch. "I saw his memories, I saw you put something in Nea's mind. The moment you let him go, he was not of control of his body, it was against his will"

He grinned; his eyes glowed in emerald green. "I'm hurt" he said as he tightened his grip on her hands. "Here I thought that I planned it perfectly" he chuckled. "I thought that making him my puppet was one way ticket of getting rid of the Earl and his family and make you mine" he said and put his lips to her neck and sank his teeth to her flesh, making her stiffed. "I already made that stupid Earl kill him with his bare hands and making his family weak in force and you my dear, on my warm embrace, I win"

Allen's eyes felt lead. What has the monster done to her? She felt like she was melting. She has to get away quickly.

"Don't resist it my dear…" He said as he place light kisses on her neck giving her a spark of pleasure that she doesn't understand. Her cheeks were flushed in cherry pink. Her eyes couldn't focus. Her breathing was hitched and labored. She felt hot, her blood boiling as if it was being burned. She felt a pressure being built up on her lower stomach, a need to release it. "I gave you a little poison that you will enjoy very much after I'm done" he said as he trailed down his free hand on her hips to her center stomach, unbuttoning her shirt from below. "I could give you pleasures beyond wonders Allen that even that Noah couldn't give you" She bit her lip to resist her from moaning as he slowly stroke her exposed skin; trailing up to her chest. She felt like being burned by his touch… but she won't let this monster get his satisfaction on her situation.

"Just give into me, be mine…"he whispered to her ear. His hot breath touched her skin sending another wave of pleasure into her. She doesn't want this. This was all wrong…

"Nea…" she muttered that even the monster couldn't hear her. "I'm sorry…" as her sight and her focus was slowly slipping away… "I love you, my dear Allen… I love you so much…" she heard him say like a mantra as he made his way to her neck and continued marking her, his hand touching her breast, playfully caressing it making the pressure on her lower stomach building up. "You are mine…and together we will create the one who will end the Earl's reign"

Allen looked into his glowing green eyes…

"Go to hell, Heart"

Allen woke up with a jolt with sweat trailing down her chin. She looked around and saw that she was in a train cabin. Her golden golem, Timcanpy was napping on her side and her little bag was on her leg. She sighed in relief. "It was just a dream" she muttered.

"Mother?"

Allen looked in front of her and staring at her was a young man around fifteen years of age. He had purple spiky hair with unruly bangs and his eyes were grey just like hers. He wears long sleeve white clothes with a black vest and a red ribbon tied around his neck and worn white gloves on his hands. This young man looked just like him, her fiancée… she was glad. The time that her son was born, she was glad that he was her fiancée's son and not the monster's. She even named her baby after his father. 'Nea'

"Another nightmare?" her son asked with concern. Allen gave him a sad smile and shook her head. The nightmare was plaguing her from time to time and her son already knew what caused it. He already knew that she was lying. "Mother, I know that you're lying" he said and stared at her. "Was it him? The Heart?" he asked. Her son was still worried about her so she gave him a reassuring smile. "It's alright, Nea" she said and reached over him and pat his head like a kid. "It was just a nightmare, nothing to be worried and make a fuss about" Nea pouted as she continued to pat his head. "Mother, please stop patting my head, I'm not a little kid anymore" he said and pouted more.

Allen laughed and continued patting his head. "What are you saying, my adorable and cute Nea?" she smiled and put her hands on his cheeks. "You will always be my cute and brave little baby boy and always will be!~" she teased, earning her another pout from her son.

"Mom!" he whined. "You're embarrassing me!" he said as his silver eyes glared at her with irritation and she saw a tint of blush on his cheeks. "I'm already a grown man, mother. Not a little baby" he said.

Allen chuckled and pinched his cheeks. "That's not true!~ You will always be my baby, that will never change!~" she playfully said and hugged him tight.

Teasing her son was the best way to forget their conversation and for her to forget that nightmare. Nea already knew it and play along with her.

There was a knock on the door making the two stop from what they were doing. She muttered a spell that will cover Timcanpy from their sight temporarily. Nea put his finger on his mouth with the 'shh' gesture and Allen nodded. She covered her head with a hood to hide her face and she closed her eyes and pretended that she was blind, but what she was trying to do was to keep focusing on the spell to cover Timcanpy from plain sight and also to hide her silver eyes. They will have to make sure that no one saw her eyes especially if they are facing exorcists. The Innocence knew of her identity and she won't let that monster find her and risking her son's life on her little mistake.

As for now, she has to play a blind and mute sister. That role has been her cover since before her son was born.

Nea can handle this. She knew he can.

His mother always loved to tease him but he already knew that she was in a lot of stress. He knew what happened to her. She was going through a lot, the death of his father, the monster that kept following her, all the running and hiding from the Exorcists and the Heart but even with all of that happened to her she kept walking forward, she raised him, she loved him with all of her heart, she made him happy and forget the tragedy that ever happened to her. She raised him to be a good boy and protected him from harm. The only thing that he could do to make her happy was him being there by her side. He will do everything on his power to protect her.

They have been hiding from the Exorcists, the Black Order also Central and finding clues on where the Origin of the Cube and maybe there, they could find a way to destroy the Heart and his pesky guards, The Independent Innocence. Sure, finding the Heart and destroy it will destroy all the Innocence in the world but it was too risky to deal with that monster. The Heart has the power that matches the Earl and his loyal followers were powerful that matches any Noah combined. It will be suicide to fight them head on. So he and his mother were searching, searching for a way to defeat it and end the pointless war.

When his mother continued teasing him, he always felt lighter in the inside. So he played along with her until a knock on the door caught their attention. He made a 'shh' gesture to signal her mother to get ready. They made a little hand signal gestures when he was very young, a secret that his mother thought since they were running and hiding. Right now, he signaled her to play as a mute and blind sister and him the brother that was taking care of her as they travelled the world.

Nea opened the door of their cabin and saw boy with a girl and they were wearing black matching uniforms with a silver rose cross on their chest.

Exorcists…

"May I help you?" he asked. The chances of meeting exorcists were none to zero but it seems that luck wasn't on their side. Nea knew that the exorcists spelled trouble and he knew that if he was not careful enough, he and his mother will be in big trouble. He could feel the Innocence pulsing on them and he hoped that the Innocence they were holding was not giving them away from their location. Good thing was that his mother knew how to cover them from the Innocence's power. Bad thing was that, he has hoped that it won't recognize her.

"Sorry for disturbing you, sir, we don't have anywhere else to sit, the cabins on the train were full and we were wondering if me and my friend could sit with you" The girl with the green hair said to him.

Nea stared at the two. If he won't let them in, they will start suspecting him as if they were hiding something and they will barge in if he will refuse and if he will let them in, the Innocence might recognize his mother and that monster will come for her again. He won't let that happen to his mother…

"Is that so?" he smiled. "Please come in, we have plenty of spaces to spare here" he said as he move aside; letting the two exorcists in. He closed the door and went to his mother's side and sit beside her. "So where are you two going?" he asked the two exorcists as he observe them.

The female exorcist had green hair and was tied in a ponytail. She had violet eyes and looked like she's very nice and polite. He could feel the pulse of her Innocence just on her feet. An equipment-type it seems.

The male exorcist had red flaming hair with a black and green bandana. He also had a black eye patch on his right eye and on his visible eye were emerald green. He seemed to be a sharp observer, as the exorcist observed him and his mother. He could feel the pulse of his Innocence just on his right leg and when Nea took a glance, he saw a small toy hammer. Another equipment type.

The red head smiled. "We're just going to visit a friend in China" he said. The exorcist took a glance on his mother and observed her. With her hood down, only her mouth and closed eyes was seen. The red head was suspicious on them and he needed to distract him.

"Ah, is that so!" he said with a smile. "Me and my sis here were going there also" he moved his hand to her shoulder and gave her a pat. "We're just travelling there to see the Great Wall, isn't that right sis?" he said and his mother nodded. "By the way, my name is Jack and my sister's name is Gil, pleasure to meet you" he pulled out his hand to shake.

TBC

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