E/O Challenge: Word Prompt: Close
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AN: Way behind in the challenges again, sorry. Gonna try and catch up. Had family visiting and they didn't take kindly to being ignored for FanFiction (though I swear, I really tried to!).
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Dying, that's pretty easy, when I think about it. I knew how selfish it was, and I still did it. Would do it again. Because, dying, it was easier than having to try and give my life it's own definition, it's own purpose.
Die for him? No, I died for me, because I needed him to live for me to exist. When he died, a part of me closed off- fell into a void I couldn't have pulled myself out of. I needed him to do that.
I'd always need him to do that.
Without him, there was no me.