Her eyes how could he forget them, how could he forget them every time he looked over at her and saw he kind, generous eyes. Her smile was another thing he could not forget. However hard he tried he could not forget her not that he wanted to it was just he could not focus on his work. She was always tried to be happy no matter what was happening, when she had been held hostage the first time she just smiled and was joking around when she knew that she was safe and when her friends knew that she was safe.
He would always remember all of the time that he would tease her over a stupid thing but they always just ended up laughing about it. All he wanted to know was why, why she had stayed with him when he had pneumonic plague. He knew that no one will ever be able to fill that special spot in his heart and no one will ever be able to replace her as the team could never forget her.
That day when she died none of the team will forget especially him he watched as his partner, his friend fell to the ground and laid on the floor motionless. It had only been minutes before they was laughing and joking now she was gone, she had been taken away from them in a heartbeat and now he will never hear her laugh or she her smile ever again.
Everyday he wished that they would get a phone call saying that it was a mistake that it was not her who had been killed it was someone else. Everyday he hoped to hear her laugh and see her smile he wanted for her to call him juvenile and childish. He wanted for all of it to just be a nightmare but it never is, he wished that he was able to say a proper goodbye to her.
Why was she so secretive was another thing he wanted to know there was so many times that something bad had happened involving her and she would never tell them what had happened or how she felt about the situation. There were so many times they could help her but she would never tell them. The last few months that she was alive the two of them had become extremely close to each other and now they would never have a proper conversation together.