A/N: Ok, this is my new story. It uses mainly Avril Lavigne songs. So enjoy!

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight!

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Bella's P.O.V

RIIIING! RIIIIING! RIII- Ugh, why is it so hard to get a DECENT night sleep? I haven't been able to sleep since the day Ed-he left me. I slammed my hand down on the annoying ringing alarm clock and got ready for school. Since he left, I was surprised that I haven't become the zombie or empty shell I thought I would. My father-Charlie-was shocked too. I walked downstairs to grab a pop-tart before I left. Yum, pop-tarts, I guess you can call them my addiction. Anyway, after I ate the pop-tart I got into my old red rusty Chevy truck. Ever since I started riding this thing again, it's gotten annoying. I was thinking of buying a new car, but I didn't have the money for it, and I was NOT touching my college fund OR Charlie's retirement fund. So lately, I've been stuck with it. I drove to Forks High, ah only one more year of this torture then it's off to college. I sent applications to Washington University, NYU, University of Minnesota, and Dartmouth. My dream has always been to get into NYU and become a writer and all my teachers said I had the grades to get into the school. I parked my truck and got out.

'Hey Bella!' I heard from behind me. I turned around and saw Angela running towards me. I smiled and hugged her as she stopped in front of me. She looked at my outfit and smiled.

'Nice outfit.' It was a rare nice June day. So I was wearing a Purple Tank top, dark wash jeans, and black and purple peace sign high tops. I had on black hoops on and my necklace with my Forks high ring on it. I also had a plaid hoodie in case it decided to turn into normal fork's weather. I looked at her outfit.

'Thanks! Yours is awesome too!' She was wearing a Blue shirt with wall-e and eve on it, medium dark skinny jeans, black converses, and a black hoodie. She also had on silver hoops, and a heart and key necklace. She linked our arms and together we walked to Homeroom. After we sat down, we started talking to the group who now only had the real nice people and not the fakes. There was Ben, Angela's boyfriend since last year, Jessica who turned out to be really nice in the end, Mike-Jessica's boyfriend and the 'Lost Puppy' who used to follow me everywhere last year. He even apologized for that this year and really changed his ways since he started going out with Jessica. Also Lee, Samantha, and the new kid this year, Jasmine. She likes to be called Jazzy though but she spells it Jasie. Then, the announcements came on.

'Attention Fork's high students. We are holding talent show tryouts tomorrow right after school.'

Then they just kept going with normal announcements, but we tuned them out. Then school just went the same boring way as usual until lunch.After me and Jasie sat down at the table, Jess asked.

'Are you guys gonna try out for the talent show?' She was bouncing around smiling and looking at us. Everyone but me and Jess said no. She turned to look at me, along with the rest of the group.

'Bella? Are you?' Angela asked. I nodded and Jess and Angela squealed. I sang for Jess's 17th birthday party and everyone loved it.

AFTER SCHOOL!!

I'm sitting at my desk in my room trying to write a song or at least think of a good song to sing. The radio was on next to me, then one of my favorite songs came on. I sang along with it and when it was finished I decided that it was the song I was singing.

The Next Day – After School – Talent Show tryouts

I'm sitting with Jess to my right and Angela to my left in the auditorium waiting to be called up to sing. Everyone was there to support me and Jess. Jess already went but she stayed to support me. She sounded amazing. She sang Waking up in Vegas by Katy Perry. After about 5 more people and 2 more tone-deaf people, I was called. Everyone gave me a hug before I went up on stage. I told them my song and then stood there waiting for them to play the music. Finally the music came on and I waited til the cue and then I sang.

'Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way? She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind'

At this point I closed my eyes and got into the song as I kept going.


'Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place, yeah

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside'

I finished and opened my eyes and looked into the shocked faces of everyone in the auditorium. Then, everyone stood up and clapped and just stared at me. I didn't blush as much as I would have, but I did blush a little. I bowed and walked down off the stage. I was talking to the group when the judges came up to us and told us we were both in the show. We said thanks and left. As soon as the door closed we jumped up and down screaming and hugging each other. I realized that we were acting a lot like Alice. Cue Heart Pain. I miss my best friend. But, I shook that off and went with Jess and our friends to celebrate.

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OK, that's the first chapter. I do not own any songs used in this chapter.

Songs Used:

Nobody's Home – Avril Lavigne.