I wrote this over a year ago, along with several other OneShots I just- or am about to- publish.
Forgiveness
One short minute passes and the air leaves your lungs...
Two seconds later and you're body is limp on the floor...
A second later and you let it fall from your hand...
A minute passes. Nothing happens...
Five minutes later and your phone is ringing...
Ten more and a friend leaves a message, saying they're coming over...
Three minutes and he's knocking brutally on your door, trying to get you to answer...
Minutes pass- you don't answer...
A minutes later and he bangs down your door, coming in screaming your name...
A few more seconds and he finds you on the floor...
Not even a second and he's down next to you- checking for a pulse...
Four seconds pass as he whips out his cell phone to call 911...
Three minutes later and the ambulance shows up...
Sometime later you realize you've lost your sense of time...
You glance at a clock and start counting again...
A few seconds later and you realize he's in the room you're in...
A minute later you realize you're in a hospital...
A second passes as you cough, waking him up...
He smiles at you, walking closer to you...
You start yelling at him, asking him why he wouldn't just let you die...
It takes less than a second after the words were spoken for his heart to break. He reaches out to you, but you only pull away again...
He begs you not to be that way; begs you to want to live again. You can't do that though, and you know it...
As you shake your head and let tears fall shamelessly, he pulls you closer, begging you not to do it...
You tell him it's already too late. You ask him to find Hotch for you- saying that you have something to tell him...
Of course, he still trusts you, so he leaves the room...
You wait until he's gone before you get out of the bed...
You pull the curtains closed and pull the door...
Reach out and grab the surgeon's sharp knife...
Hold it closer to you- preparing yourself for what you're about to do...
Jump as the door opens, but soon recover...
Do it before they can stop you...
Fall to the floor once it's done...
Slump over as he throws himself down next to you...
Roll your eyes back as he pulls you too close...
"I'm sorry; forgive me." you mumble as blood pours out of your mouth..
"You know I can't stay mad at you." he whispers back.
Finally, you lose your senses. You remind yourself that you're as good as done...
And then you softly pray for forgiveness.
Wow, I don't even remember writing this...R&R despite the rest, I dare you to!