Fearsome Past
Chapter 1 The Flashback
These violents delights have violent ends.
And in their triumph die, like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume.
~Romeo and Juliet, ACT ||, scene V|~
Disclimer I don't own twilight or any on the characters used except Avril Cullen. This story isn't beta'd but if you would like to help me out you can send me a message or write on the reviews. Sorry is this is a little short but im thinking about leaving you guys at a cliffie ^_^.
FLASHBACK I walked into the hotel room, half drunk and with a terrible punding in my head.
"Jake, we should of never gone to that party." My voice a mere wisper. I cringe as a hear him slam the door shut, the sound echoing in my ears. I try to pay attention to the peach colored walls but everything spins and i sway lightly from side to side. I shiver as I feel jacobs hot breath on my neck. It smells like alchohol and smoke. Jake snakes his hands around my waist, pulling my back against him front side.
"But baby, we had a great time and plus it was my brothers birthday." He wispers in my ear, his tongue darts out and licks the skin of my shoulder. A violent sudder goes trough my body and my brain snapps into place as I feel his hands start to undo the botton on my jean shorts. I push myself off him and turn to face him.
"Jake you know that im not ready for, THAT, yet. Please lets just sleep and we can go home tomorrow in the morning. I can sleep on the couch if you want." Jake sighs in frustration steps towards me. I take a step back.
"Bella, you've been saying that for the past two years, TWO YEARS!" anger clearly shown in his midnight black eyes. A scary black.
"Jake, I do want to be with you but I want it to be special. Not just a quick fuck in a limpsy hotel when we are both half drunk. I thought you wanted more from me than sex. If thats all you brought me here for, than im sorry jake im leaving." i tried to fight back the tears that were starting to well up on my eyes. I walked past him about to leave when I felt him pull me back by my shoulder, in an agonizing stength. I stubled and fell on my knees. I looked up slowly. Jake was glaring down at me. The phrase 'if looks could kill' ran through my mind and I tensed. Jake spoke slowly, venom in each silybol he spoke.
"Listen to me Bella," he spat my name, while gripping my shoulder and pulling me up, "you are not leaving this place until you are MINE. Get it, MINE! I dont care if you wanted your first time to be special, I am going to mark you. Mark you so you know to who you belong. You think you can do better than me? .WRONG!" I just stared back at him scared and shaking fear. Who is this person? This could not possibly be who I feel in love with two two years ago. That sweet innocent boy that made me laugh and was my shoulder to cry on. This was a totally different person, a careless, greedy beast. Jake looked at me for a second then his eyes started raking my body his eyes stopping at my breasts. He looked up at me, a wicked smile pulling at the corners of his mouth. An evil glint in his amused eyes.
"What are you hiding under that pretty shirt of yours Bella? May I take a look?" humor danced around his eyes as he pushed me on the bed crawling towards me. I finally started to panic and i pushed myself till my back hit the headboard.
"Jake-please-don't." all I could do was plead, tears were streaming down my face. I wanted to scream, run and get away. But there was a tight knot in my throte. Making it almost even imposseble to breath. Jake's face twisted with anger and something esle. Something sinistral.
"I gave you an option Isabella! But you were stupid enough to deny me, but im still gonna have you." his hand reached towards my chest and my hand immidietly slap his hand away and I was about to jump off and run, but he caught my wrist and slammed me back on the bed. Jake laughed as he gripped my hands in one of his and brought them above my head. My eyesight was hazzy and unclear from all the crying.
"Trying to get away from me Bella? I'm hurt." he faked a sad face and then ripped of my shirt. I yelled but it was muffled when he put his hand over my mouth. His black eyes were piercing as he looked at me
"You better shut up Bella or I'm going to do the same thing to your beloved sister, Alice." I froze and shut my eyes. NO! Not Alice! There was no way That I would let someone hurt my sister. I could of sworn i felt Jake smile in triumph.
"Thats what I thought." Jake then tore of my bra, and i shivered as I felt the cold air hit my chest. I opened my eyes and saw Jake lower his head to my chest. His touge flicked over my nipples, then took one of them in his mouth and bit. Bit so hard I was affraid there would be blood. I sobbed and jerked my legs, but it was usless. Jake looked up at me.
"Are you likeing this Bella? You taste so damn good baby, and your ALL MINE!" he growled the last part as his attention moved to my shorts undoing them and pulling them off. All with one hand the other one was still gripping my hands above my head in a death grip. I just cried more as his fingers went to my panties and slipped under the thin material and entered three fingers in me. I shook in pain as he started pulling his fingers in and out of me, painfully fast. The more I tried to kick,
the more he seemed to get tured on and went faster and faster.
"This is certainly your first time you are never going to forget, right baby?" Jake taunted. I closed my eyes and tried not to feel. Feel the pain. I felt him take out his fingers then heard the snapping of what I think was a belt. My eyes shot open and my heart dropped to my stomach as I saw him pull down his pants and his boxers.
"Im going to take you on a little ride baby, you just enjoy." Jake smiled wickedly. I closed my eyes tightly and gasped in sheer pain as he shoved himself in me. I felt something hot seep from me and It smelt like rust and salt. Blood. Then I blacked out.
Authours note
HAHAHA! Im evil right, dont worry the next chapter will be up maybe in a week or sooner depending on my mood and the amount of reviews I get (review, Review, REVIEW!) remember the review botton is ur BFF :D