well i dont own gravitation...not even shuichi or ryuichi...sad hu? anyway this is a very sad poem/ story so there is know happy ending...srry i was sad when i wrote this anyway please review when your done...
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Do you love me?
would you have me?
would you care for me?
or would you hurt me?
i ask myself this everynight as i rap myself in my cold white sheets...
i repete it over and over again in my head
why do i feel pain? why must i suffer such noncence?
it feels like someone is sqeezing my heart till it burst
this is nuts no one should sufffer such misery
no one should have to deal with such pain in there life
"i cant take this!!!!" i scream.." "please !! take me!!!"
"this life ante worth living wiht out him..." "suguru!!!!"
it starts to poor rain, i fall to my kneese on the side walk and lay my head in my hands and weep.
i look up and find a gun shop kneer by...i go to it and bust in..the alarm goes off but i didn't care..i dont care about anyhting anymore.
i find a pistol..as i reach my hand out to grab it thoughts start going through my mind ..
what will he think when im gone? will he feel pain? would he evn care...will...
it didn't matter anymore i didn't even get to finish my last thought cuz my life was gone...my lifeless body fell to the floor
into a pool of blood...with a note by my head...i loved you suguru
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thnx for reading hope you injoyed it srry it was sad but i was sad over my girlfriend
to anyway please review