Hi all this is my first story on the 100 and Bellarke. I was inspire to write this when i was left so heart broken by the series final. This is base my ideas of what i hope would happened in season, probably won't but a girl can dream. The dream parts are in acrylics. I will write from both Bellamy and Clarke's point of views. I wrote this story listen to Regain don't let me go here are few lyrics.

All i can give you is memories

Carry them with you and

I'll never leave.

I'll lay my head down, but when i lay my head down.

Don't let me go, hold me in your beating heart.

I won't let go, forever is not enough.

Let me lay my head down on the shadow by your side.

So let me freeze time, before it turns cold.

The moments go by and life goes on.

The torturous stars are talking every breath i wish i held.

The love in my heart is never ending.

Where do we go when we walk on light, who do we call

at the edge of night. Carry me close like the tear drops

in your eyes.

Chapter 1, Bellamy.

Memories.

"If anything happens to me." Her eyes were filled with a mixture of fear and unspoken words. Bellamy quickly grabbed her shoulders. "Nothing is happening to you." He held her graze, Before letting go of her and walked over to the table with plans laid out on the screen."Now come on, Lets run these water numbers again."

"Please, Bellamy, I need you to hear this." She took the few steps he had taken away from her and was next to him again. It reminded him of a time a couple of weeks ago, Where they had stood outside on the beach and he told he had wanted to tell her something in case they didn't get to see each other again. She had interrupted him and told him that it wasn't goodbye. Now, Here she was acting like this time was goodbye. He refused to believe to believe it, But let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and turned to look at her.

"We've been through a lot together, You and I. I didn't like you at first and that's no secret." Bellamy shifted awkwardly before bringing his graze back to hers. "But, Even then, Every stupid thing you did was to protect your sister, She didn't always see that, But I did. You have such a big heart Bellamy."

"Clarke." He tried to interrupted, Not liking where this was going."

"People follow you, You inspire them because of this." She put hand on his chest and he could of swore his heart skipped a couple of beats. "But the only way to make sure we survive is if you use this too." Her other hand brought a finger gingerly to his temple, His head.

"I've got you for that." He gave a weak smile and the crestfallen look that appeared on her face broke him.

"Raven's premonition came true." Before anything could be said they were interrupted again by sparks coming from the rocket.

Bellamy woke up shaking and sweating, She was haunting his dreams, He had the same dream every night for the last week, Since Primfaya happened. He stared at the metallic ceiling he had been sleeping under as his through's diffed to Clarke the only girl besides his sister, That he loved. She was the only person he could be vulnerable with. The first few weeks on earth they hated each other. They were from different words, Different social statuses. Completely different lifestyles. She had grown up the daughter of an engineer and a doctor. He had grown up the son of a factory worker who often sold her own body for extra rations just to survive, A thief, A law breaker. A woman who dared to have two children on a space station that only allowed one child per family. He started out as a guard, But was quickly reduced to a janitor after the authorities realized he was hiding a sister. A sister he killed for, Fought for. Survived for. It was this quality that caused Clarke to past his rough and hostile exterior that he was sporting when they first arrived on earth. She understood him, She stuck her neck for him. She told him she needed him. She had them form a team and made him feel he could do better, Better by his sister and by her. He was reckless and dangerous and his instincts went with his heart. Clarke was strategic, She calculated, Planned she used her senses that were all driven by her head. Together they were a team of strategy and caring. They had gone from enemies to partners to friends. Bellamy quickly realized she was someone he could open up to. But they kept getting separated, Every time it happened he painfully started to see how much he needed her, He depended on her and she kept slipping away from him.

On earth they were forced to make hard decisions, Choices that under normal circumstances would drive a person insane. They had tortured people, Killed people, Betrayed people all under the same purpose to protect their own. Then all hell broke loose with A.L.I.E and her chips and the devastation that followed and it was up to them, The two of them and their awesome friends to save the world. Primfaya the death wave, A giant storm of radiation that would wipe out the planet all over again. It was coming and it was up to them to stop it, But they couldn't it was impossible to. So it came down to survival they had many plans all failed though in the end humanity survived. 1,200 humans, grounders and Skaiku alike were alive and figuring things out under the ground in a sealed bunker on earth. Bellamy and six of his friends made it to the space station with Clarke's help, She died helping them get up there, She died to save them. Now their waiting for the radiation levels on earth to be safe so they could return. But Clarke was dead, His best friend, The woman he loved. He wasn't sure he realized he was in love with her, He supposed it happened slowly bit by bit as she started to believe in him, Protected him and he protected her. When he realized that there was little chance of them surviving Primfaya he tried to tell her, But they were interrupted, Their moment gone, But than there was hope again the rocket could carry them to space, But Clarke never made it back they waited until the last possible second for her to return from her mission, Which was to get the signal working from a nearby satellite into space so that Ark rings communicators were working in time for their ship to dock. Every fiber of his being wanted to run out of that lab and find her, From the moment they had became partners all he wanted was to protect her, His instinct from the moment she was no longer a threat was to keep her alive and close to him at all times. But he knew if he did that they would all die, Clarke sacrificed herself for them while it stabbed him in the heart he knew he had to use his head and make sure himself and the other survived like she would of wanted.

When they got up into space they noticed the Ark ring was not on which meant Clarke had failed. He was angry with himself he left her alone to die and they were all going to die anyway, But then the light's come on, Clarke did it she had saved them again.

He got up out of bed, Walked over to the window looking out at the red ball of death that was once the earth. He had so many regrets, Especially the fact that he never got the chance to tell Clarke how he really felt about, She had been taken from him. Tears fall from his eyes and slide down his cheeks as he vows to never forget her, He will hold her in his heart. "May we meet again, I love you Clarke." He whispers to himself.