Prologue

I gathered my feelings together, and let in a breath as I wrote the last line.

"With all my love, A Directioner."

I sighed as I put the pen down with a small smile and a few tears in my eyes.
I sighed again
"Hopefully they get to see it" I muttered to myself
I jumped off my bed and put on my uggs and walk out my of my room
"Mom I'm gonna put something in the mail!"
"What are you putting in?" She said
"It's just uhh a fan letter" I said
"Ok"
I walk out the door onto my driveway and stood in front of my open up the mailbox, then I remember what my best friend

*flashback*
Brianna said "you should put your name on it, who knows they could go meet you and stuff"
I snort,"you think they will do that?"

Brianna nodded "you never know?"
I shook my head, "I just want them to know my story and how they saved me, that's it, as long as they read it, I'm fine"
"But how will you know they read it?"
"That's the thing... I don't"

I gave the envelope a kiss and slide into the mailbox. I walked slowly away from it. And I looked up to the sky

"Please, let them see it, so they know how much they mean to me"

I walked back into the house, taking my uggs off and going on my computer and live life the way it was but every night since then, I would pray that they Would read it.

Those boys, those amazing five boys saved my life.