So I thought about it and I decided to make a songfic about Channy! Well most of my stories are Channy but anyway. Its from Sonny's POV but its about their break up so please read becouse I never did a break up fanfic before. Plese review! xD
The city is sleeping
But I'm still awake
I'm dreamin' I'm thinkin'
What happened today
Is it right
I fold into the night
There is no sound, not even a crack. I am lying in my bed in my room trying to go to sleep. But whenever I close my eyes the tears start welling up becouse I see his face.
The only guy that I loved, the only guy that could break my heart. Instead of sleeping I decide to think about what happened today. We broke up. I cant even think right. He sais It will never work out beetween us. I dont blame him. Even our castmates dont aproove. I dont know what to do. I am very mad at him but I cant be. I love him. He loves me too. He told me. He kissed me before he left. We both cried.
The flashbacks, the pictures
The letters and songs
The memories, the heart that you carved on the wall
It's a shame
Now that nothing's the same
I decide to get up. Even my bed does not seem the same to me tonight. I walk over to the draw I shut out of my heart this afternoon. I open it. I take out the box. The box sais "Chad's Stuff". I find an album. It has pictures of us in it. One of them is a picture Lucy took of us near the Empire State Building in NYC. One is when we were kissing. I can feel the tears coming. I am not embarresed of crying. I curl up in a ball and let the tears fall to the ground. Then I take out the letters he sent me when he went to travel.
" I miss you Sunshine, I cant wait to see you."
"I love you honey, where are you?"
"I feel lost without your presence."
He writes. He writes a lot. He writes to me. He loves me, I love him. I decide to turn the radio on. After skipping nearlly all the channels, I stop at one. Its our song, the song he sang me on my birthday, on christmas, on our anniversary...
What about you?
What about me?
What about fairy tale endings?
Were you just pretending to be?
I'm wondering
What if we tried?
What if I cried?
What if it's better tomorrow, what if I followed your eyes?
I'm wondering
What about me
We were the star couple. We kissed, we talked, we laughed. He told me he was never going to leave me, he said I was the only one for him. But my castmates did not like it. They despised me. I did not even share a dressing room with Tawni anymore. I do now though. She sais she is "proud" and "happy" I broke up with that jerk. He is not a jerk. He is the love of my life, the sweetest guy ever. He said It would never work, beetween tears. He did not want me to give up my life for him. He wanted me to have friends, alife that did not involve him. But Its too hard. Maybe tommorow It will al be ok. What if we tried? What about me? This is not what I want...
I am actually kind of proud of this one-shot. I dont know, what do you think? And by the way the song is called "What About Me?" by Emily Osment. And if you noticed that the song is short, well yeah I shortened it for the story! Anyway please review, they make my day! Xoxoxoxoxo Mary