AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is just a drabble about Troy committing suicide. This is written in correlation to the song "What Hurts the Most" by Rascal Flatts.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL OR THE SONG MENTIONED. I DO HOWEVER, OWN THE PLOTLINE!
WHAT HURTS THE MOST
It's Gabriella and I's one year anniversary, at least it was before she left me. It's funny how things work out. I was so in love with her, I honestly thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with her. I imagined going to college together, and having a big wedding. She would look beautiful walking down the isle in a gorgeous white dress. We would have a little boy and girl. We'd be the perfect American family, but then I realize that there is no such thing as perfect. I realize that this dream will never come true, because she has moved on. She's left me with a hole in my heart.
That day plays in my head over and over. I'll never forget it, it's implanted in my brain forever. January 12th will always be a dreary day for me. I'll never forget the argument, I'll never forget her running out of my room. I'll never forget her getting in her car and speeding down the street and out of my life forever. I'll never forget getting a call from her mother. I'll never forget dropping to the ground after hearing the news. I'll never forget her, I'll never forget our love. I'll never forgive myself. If we wouldn't of argued, I wouldn't of made her speed down the road. She wouldn't of left and the drunk driver wouldn't of plowed into her car. She wouldn't be in a graveyard, she'd be here in my arms.
The tears fell down my cheeks. My stomach churned in pain. My heart ached. My chest was heavy. It felt like I had ten thousand bricks on me. I can't seem to catch my breath. I can't move, my body is numb. I can't stop the tears, I can't stop the pain. My heart beats even with a hole. I can't find the strength to get out of bed, I can't find the strength to continue to live. All I do is feel guilt and agony.
Tears fall from my eyes, my breathing is heavy, my heart is hurting, and it doesn't change anything. She's still gone, and she's never coming back. I caused all of this. I ended her life. I caused her family and friends so much grief. I am a monster. I can't live with myself any longer. I love you Mom and Dad. This is good-bye.
-Troy Bolton.
This is the note that the police found on Troy Bolton's bed. This is the reason they found a young man in a tub of water and blood. This is the reason they found a bloodied razor in the bathroom, and the reason there were scars down his arm. Troy Bolton killed himself out of agony, grief, and guilt. Troy Bolton ended his life, because he lost the one person in the world he truly loved.