I woke gasping for breath from yet another night mare. Turning over and feeling the warm sheets beside me made tears build up inside my eyes. Rolling down my cheeks as the pain spread inside my chest. The whole in my heart swelling as I sobbed quietly into my pillow.
I must have fallen sleep because when I opened my eyes sun rays streamed through my curtains. Feeling a wave of sickness I quickly rushed to the bath room puking loudly into it. Moaning slightly I slouched back against the wall closing my eyes.
Why was I sick? I hadn't been around anyone to get exposed to germs. I hadn't spoken to anyone after Jacob refused to talk to me. I was alone and I had nothing. Not nothing though I had my parents and my other friends but no one to take the pain away.
Slowly standing to my feet I pulled open the medicine cabinet where I kept my tooth brush. Quickly brushing and pulling my hair into a messy pony tail before walking into my room. Shutting my curtains I then striped down and pulled out my jeans and black bra. Looking at my self in my body length mirror as I realized my jeans were tight around my waist.
My eyes suddenly widened from shock as I stared at the small bump in my lower abdomen. "Impossible." the words seemed to seep from my mouth so quietly. I was surprised to hear my own voice. It was dry, rough, and horse. Nothing like myself.
Hesitantly I moved to the side seeing it. Making my eyes grow wide. My heart thrummed anxiously inside my robs feeling as if it would explode. Who knows maybe it would. I then ever so slowly let my hand inch towards the bulge.
Just when my hands stroked the bump small nudges hit my hand in three different places. My heart seemed to skip about three beats and thinking something was wrong I again placed my other hand over to bump. "This is- This can't be." I managed out and as if an answer to my sentence three more nudges hit my hands.
Surprisingly a small smile tugged against my lips as I felt the whole get smaller in my chest. Filling with such a strong love I didn't even know existed. My heart healed all but a small piece but now I had something stronger than family ties, than true love, I was going to be a mother.
Suddenly panic spread through me as I sat down on my bed. I was going to be a mother. To a small helpless beautiful baby. What would it be. Vampire, human, both? I had no clue what I was bringing into this world or how good of a mother I could be when it got here, but that didn't matter. This baby is now everything to me.
''But how will you protect them from Victoria and Laurent?" A small voice whispered inside my head as fear petrified me. A vision of a small beautiful baby in Victoria's grasp crying out to me. I then shook my head, and pushed the bad thoughts away. I would never let anything happen to them. She can kill me before I let her touch a hair on my baby.
I then looked up as Charlie came in. 'Bells I-" he stopped mid-sentence as his brown eyes like my own grew wide. His bottom lip went white and I stood. Slipping on my green hoodie before facing him.
"Bella?" he whispered as I winced. Seeing the panic through his eyes so much like my own as he gripped tightly to his curly locks. Taking a deep breath I then bit into my lip. "Dad, we need to talk."