NOTE:This fic is a tie-in to the fic "The Servants Gone To A Distant Planet" by "Rosie Scrivello, DDS". This
is Charna's thoughts and stuff during the part where Fiametta-Valda is alone in her room thinking about her memories.
The character Charna Aisling does belong to me, and Fiametta-Valda belongs to Rosie Scrivello DDS.I did get permission to write this
from Rosie Scrivello DDS.
While Fiametta-Valda was in her chambers, Charna Aisling was in hers. The news of her brother's death hit her so hard, she tried not to think about it.
She lied down in her bed and tried to fall asleep. But it was a tortured sleep. Tossing and turning, crying "Frank? Where are you?".
She woke up with a start. She looked around the room slowly, and she felt a tear gently roll down her cheek. She couldn't be alone. She softly waled over to her
sister's room and walked in.
Fiametta-Valda was sitting still on her bed, as if she were in a trance. Charna Aisling knew what she was thinking about.
"We can't dwell on this forever" she said softly, though she knew her sister probably couldn't hear her. It was more for herself that she said it.
She wanted to say something to console them both, but she couldn't think clearly. She barely realized what she was saying; her mouth
formed the words her mind couldn't. "Dream a dream, see a vision, live a life you could never live in reality.
See a world that only exists in your mind and in the mind's of a few others. Learn to love life for what its not.
Oh sweet dreamer....." she paused for a second, noticing her sister had come out of her trance, and could finally hear what she was
saying, she continued. "you could go on like this forever; dreaming your life away. Keep on dreaming if you may,
but just remember...dreams die.". They looked at each other, saying nothing, and then Fiametta-Valda once again became lost in thought.
Charna stood up and gently walked out of the room.
When Charna got back to her room, the first thing she did was to look around. Looking around the room seemed
to bring back so many memories. She remembered when she was back on Earth, wishing for a life that was more than she had.
She remembered that immense loneliness that would come every night when she'd stay up late just to avoid having to start a new day.
She was beginning to forget the people she knew so well back then, but there was one she'd never forget. Her best friend
Chelsea. She still missed Chelsea......maybe she could find out if Chelsea could visit her on Transsexual some time soon, now was
the time when she most needed her. Her spirits we're lifted a little by thinking about this, but then with a pang to her heart
she realized something. Chelsea was dead. She forgot how differently time runs on Earth, and how many decades had gone by there.
Chelsea must be dead. She would never see her best friend again. Now she hadn't only lost her brother, but her dear
best friend. "Well" she thought, "At least I have my sister, and at least i'm here. Life on Transsexual is always better
than life on Urth....I think."
is Charna's thoughts and stuff during the part where Fiametta-Valda is alone in her room thinking about her memories.
The character Charna Aisling does belong to me, and Fiametta-Valda belongs to Rosie Scrivello DDS.I did get permission to write this
from Rosie Scrivello DDS.
While Fiametta-Valda was in her chambers, Charna Aisling was in hers. The news of her brother's death hit her so hard, she tried not to think about it.
She lied down in her bed and tried to fall asleep. But it was a tortured sleep. Tossing and turning, crying "Frank? Where are you?".
She woke up with a start. She looked around the room slowly, and she felt a tear gently roll down her cheek. She couldn't be alone. She softly waled over to her
sister's room and walked in.
Fiametta-Valda was sitting still on her bed, as if she were in a trance. Charna Aisling knew what she was thinking about.
"We can't dwell on this forever" she said softly, though she knew her sister probably couldn't hear her. It was more for herself that she said it.
She wanted to say something to console them both, but she couldn't think clearly. She barely realized what she was saying; her mouth
formed the words her mind couldn't. "Dream a dream, see a vision, live a life you could never live in reality.
See a world that only exists in your mind and in the mind's of a few others. Learn to love life for what its not.
Oh sweet dreamer....." she paused for a second, noticing her sister had come out of her trance, and could finally hear what she was
saying, she continued. "you could go on like this forever; dreaming your life away. Keep on dreaming if you may,
but just remember...dreams die.". They looked at each other, saying nothing, and then Fiametta-Valda once again became lost in thought.
Charna stood up and gently walked out of the room.
When Charna got back to her room, the first thing she did was to look around. Looking around the room seemed
to bring back so many memories. She remembered when she was back on Earth, wishing for a life that was more than she had.
She remembered that immense loneliness that would come every night when she'd stay up late just to avoid having to start a new day.
She was beginning to forget the people she knew so well back then, but there was one she'd never forget. Her best friend
Chelsea. She still missed Chelsea......maybe she could find out if Chelsea could visit her on Transsexual some time soon, now was
the time when she most needed her. Her spirits we're lifted a little by thinking about this, but then with a pang to her heart
she realized something. Chelsea was dead. She forgot how differently time runs on Earth, and how many decades had gone by there.
Chelsea must be dead. She would never see her best friend again. Now she hadn't only lost her brother, but her dear
best friend. "Well" she thought, "At least I have my sister, and at least i'm here. Life on Transsexual is always better
than life on Urth....I think."