Harry
The lights gone from your eyes, it's hard to watch but I do. The life has vanished from your voice, every syllable the same flat tone.
What can I do, I don't know?
So I don't do anything. Every night I wake up shaking with the fear that you've gone and I am alone. But your still here without a reason to stay anymore, the love has gone.
Niall
I catch you looking at me all the time. You think I don't know, but I do. I forgave you and let you back into my life. And now time has stopped and I can't sleep anymore. I don't think I could live without you, but if this is living then it is a pitiful existence. I am losing grip, letting you go, falling into a black abyss.
My eyelids are heavy
My grip loosening as I clutch desperately to this life with you.
I am going and nothing can stop me.
Harry
The empty suitcase is still there in the wardrobe tormenting me every time I see it. Knowing that it won't be empty much longer, though I hope it stays closed shut.
I've said sorry so many times.
What else is there to say, that hasn't already been said.
Niall
How can I live without you I don't know but I'll find a way because I can't live with you like this anymore. You know now but what can you do we've been through this all before its like our life's on repeat and there's no where to go.
But this time there will be no happy reunion my heart can't take anymore. I love you but its time for me to go.
Harry
I don't do anything now that you're gone. The bed feels cold and empty without you in it and the world seems broken without your smile to fix everything.
But I'll move on because it's all I can do. I've been waiting for you for too long now and I realize that you're not coming back.
The only thing I have to cling onto is the fleeting glance you gave me as you crept out of the house in the middle of the night. I saw the pain in your eyes. You did something I never could I love you even more for that.
Niall
Everyday I fight with the urge to come running back to you our house your clothes that always lay scattered on the bedroom floor.
I miss you but I'm not coming back. The way we lived, carefully tip toeing around each other afraid of breaking our already fragile relationship. Its not how it should have been.
Leaving you was hard but stopping loving you is impossible.