As the rain falls softly

He looks over the city

The city he had failed

Everything is desolate and grey

But he doesn't care

It's the way he feels

--

Through his mind

He replays that day

That horrible day

The day that should have never have happened

The memories make him shudder

--

She had trusted him

And then he had hurt her

Almost killed her

--

He had stood there in shock

Looking down at his bloody hands

Everybody was staring at him

At them in horror

--

Their eyes were filled with fear

Horrible and unforgiving

The fact that they had trusted this psychopath

To guard their city was too much

But her eyes were the worst

--

The once caring eyes

Were now filled with hurt

Hurt that he caused

--

He almost collapsed

The weight of his heart breaking

Weighed him down so much

He didn't know if he could move

--

The police closed in

Cold and unfeeling

Like he was a criminal not a friend

--

He ran off and ended up here

At the place where the group began

Five friends wanting to defeat evil

But not knowing evil

Was among them

--

She'd never love him now

Not now, not ever

Not after this

--

He punches the wall

As crimson tears mix with tears of pain

Travel down his face

And splash onto the concrete floor

Staining the ground

--

He slowly made up his mind

He would never hurt anybody

Ever again

It's not like they'd miss him

--

Especially her

She'd welcome his death

--

With a deep breath

He jumps

Not thinking

--

"I love you!

I'm sorry!

Goodbye!"

His whispered words

Are carried on the wind

--

To someone's loving ears

Who cries out

But is too late

--

She collapses in pain

But not physical pain

Something much, much worse

--- i've been inactive for a while but now i'm back. so i'd really appreciate if you'd review. thanks. )