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NOTICE!
I gave no warning in deleting this originally. I know a lot of the characters were a lot out of character. The ones that weren't and gave reason why they seem like they were but not are different story! My between betas kept changing the characters and trying to go back and fix them now and hopefully I'll get them back in to character! I'm probably not going to post past chapter 22 (23 on here because of the Halloween special) Because this is on Hold until Leather and Metal is finished!
My World
I laid in my bed looking at the ceiling. JARVIS then played a song for me knowing I wouldn't be able to sleep. Not tonight anyways. I sigh then started to sing along with the song.
"I'm not coming back
I'm not gonna react
I'm not doin' shit for you,
I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us.
I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial
'cause you're already dead and gone
you leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you"
I was so small, so young. The man towering over me with the same eyes, nose, and hair as me just snarled and left. A different man that gave him money came over to me taking off his clothes. The man sold me. Then an arrow came through the window behind me and into the man's throat, killing him. I ran out the door to see the other men, guards, all dead. Even the man that sold me. The man that's suppose to love me no matter what: My father.
"Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone
another lesson burned
and I'm drowning in the ashes
kicking
screaming
welcome to my world"
I ran as my bloody feet left easy trail to follow. Their blood was all over my feet and my bare feet hurt from running, the snow dulled the pain by numbing them. A man younger than my father jumped down, blocking my only way and caught me. Last thing I remember thinking was 'I'm dead.'
"I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink.
I'm not doing this again
I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on
so let's see what you, got let's see what you're not
and whatever you pretend
you defended my intention long ago"
The man that killed them saved me. I learned that his name is Clint. He brought me to an underground building, unknown to me. Now a young nerdy looking man stood in front of me. They want me to talk but I refused. Phil, he said his name is. He's nice giving me candy and what not, but still I didn't talk, too scared to.
"Welcome to my world
where everyone i ever need always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
and I'm drowning in the ashes
kicking
screaming
welcome to my world"
It's been three years. Phil gave me a new name since I refuse to tell him my old one. Now I'm Amelia Cartson, his 'niece' from the south. He was sent from one mission in California with Tony Stark to New Mexico. A woman I see as my mother, Natasha, got her friend to take me for a while so I'll at least be safe. Virginia is her name but she told me to call her Pepper.
"So here I am again
in the middle of the end
and the choice i wish I'd make
always seems to late".
Fifteen now, Clint has Natasha to train me. She's ruthless when training but I learn fast. Thanks to Tony and Phil to that and I'm graduating this year. Natasha and Clint train me as Pepper, Tony, and Phil support me.
"Welcome to my world
where everyone i ever need always ends up leaving me alone
another lesson burned
and I'm drowning in the ashes
kicking"
Running as fast as I can I am. I know how to fight using anything and everything around me as weapons. I am running around my newest home, Stark Tower. I'm sixteen and the 2012 invasion already happen about a week before. Tonight would be the night I get to met Bruce Banner. Pepper told me about him.
"Screaming."
My face was nose to nose with Tony screaming at him when Pepper and my plane land. I should have never went with her!
"welcome to my world."
Clint held me as depression and doubt from loss came over me after Tony told me Phil's dead.
"my world"
Natasha laughing while I try to beat up Tony and Pepper trying not to get involved. Very hard when Tony keeps trying to use her as a shield.
"my world
welcome to my world"
Curling up to Bruce on the couch half asleep. He's comforting me. Depression and nightmares keep haunting me.
"My world"
Hiding under a table as another project blew up. Tony trying to figure out what went wrong as my best friend was on the floor laughing to hard to breathe.
"My world
welcome to my world"
Bruce watching as I fidget with my gloves trying to ignore Tony's lame come back. I always get in to fights with him over stupid stuff.
"My world"
Clint laughing as Pepper clean yet a new cut from not dodging an attack from both him and Natasha. Double teaming me isn't fair!
"Welcome baby"
Everyone gather around a picture of Phil, even people I didn't know. I felt tears form and roll down my face as I wanted to run and forget this ever happen. This can't be real!
Another lesson burned
and I'm drowning in the ashes
kicking
screaming
welcome to my world"
The music end JARVIS spoke up. "Miss Amma, why do you compare that song to your life?" a small smile form on my lips.
"Cause, JARVIS, even though this is my life, my family, this isn't how it suppose to be." I answer as I knew the sun start to come up and JARVIS darken my room. I let the darkness take me. "The song describes what my life was suppose to be like in a way." I yawn as I submit to the shadows that over came me.