This is it. This is the end. This is my end. I've destroyed their pointless world and now I just rot in the Void. „You are the future of humans and monsters"? Heh, I guess you were right after all, daddy. I am the future of humans and monsters. Just not the kind you'd want.
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Well, it does get quite boring here. Sitting all alone. With no one to observe. No one to taunt.
Just me, myself and I, right? Right, professor Gaster?
Ugh, who am I kidding? The old man's been dead for ages, and the only reason I remember him were those freak's nightmares.
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Truth be told, I kind of liked him. He was the only one who could really surprise me. What with his Blasters and Determination experiments. I was a sucker for them. But, as it always goes, the old man got suspicious of my interest in flowers, so I did what had to be done. No one noticed me anyway. It was a perfect crime.
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Man, that's the longest wait I've had since they've finished Pacifist Run. They didn't want to reset for years after that one. Luckly, the human nature acted. They resetted out of sheer curiosity. Just like it always goes.
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Wait, what is this feeling? This... Emptiness? It's... It's so much different from the Void... Ugh, how do I say this? If the Void is when you turn off the lights, then this... Felling... Is if you unscrewed the light bulb... Wait.
Oh no.
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Only one feeling can create such a terrible effect. Boredom. They got bored of this game. They finished Pacifist, played Neutral and achieved Genocide. They have nothing else to do with this game. They forgot about it. About us. About me.
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Well, I should've expected this. I was the one pushing for Genocide. And one run they broke. They were like mindless husks, doing everything I told them to do. On some occasions I did take control, but only in moments they wouldn't be able to handle it. And after that, what were they supposed to do? Stand up against me? After they obeyed me in all that killing?
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Oh Asriel, Asriel! If you just let me take the souls of those idiots who dared to attack us we wouldn't be in such a shithole! If you just let me realise your dreams, everyone's dreams! You'd be standing out in the sunshine! You'd be better of that after True Pacifist, You short-sighted...
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Wait. Who the hell am I to judge? I'm the one who wanted to kill them, but He? He didn't want to kill. He didn't want to end someone else's life for a greater cause. He'd rather die from injuries than kill another living being. If monsters could become saints, I'd canonize Him immediately...
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I'm such an asshole. I only cared about my plans and my ideas. I only cared about my vision for monsters, not what the monsters wanted. If I were more like Asriel, I wouldn't have ended up here. I'd be happily resting wherever humans go after death...
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I hate myself. I hate myself. I can't express how much I HATE myself.
What the hell is this anyway? One day I'm trying to break the barrier and the other I'm out to obliterate the very race I tried to save? What is wrong with me?!
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Oh, what I'd give to finally be able to die... I'd use all of my hatred to become physical and put the Real Knife where it rightfully belongs – in my fucking skull. If there was a world to which I could apparate. But now there is only NOTHING.
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