Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy 7

A/N: I am back with the smell of death kicked up in my grasp… trailing behind me a steel black horse

Was I wrong? Am I wrong? These questions keep on running through my head, memories of my former self befor I became this monster… this demon. The memories run through my head of Lucrecia laughing, crying, and most of all I remember her anguish. Theses are only the memories nothing compared to the nightmares, in my nightmares I see Lucrecia bound by him… the fiend Hojo. He is holding a syringe to her stomach full of that vile Jenova cells. Then I see the child born, so beautiful so fragile hard to believe that one day the boy will become the great general Sephiroth, the child sits there on a cradle then shadows envelop around him and they form Hojo, looking down leering at him smiling and his jaw stretches wide open and swallows the child whole.

Then I see Lucrecia struggling to go on with out her child but she cant, then Hojo come up from behind her and rams his hand through her chest and pulls out her heart. I stand there frozen, the blood seeping, the life escaping her body, her heart in Hojo's hands, and in the mist of all this I remain frozen bound by my demons and no matter how hard I try I stand there bound by the demons in a sea of blood. Then I hear the sound of a gun cocked and ready to fire as I look up I see Hojo with a gun in his hand, the leer, the snarl from him is enough to drive me mad. I struggle to fight back but he laughs at the sight then BAM!! The bullet rips through my body, the blood begins to gush out and as I fall I see Lucrecia eyes full of even more anguish then all goes dark,

" Vincent…. Vincent.." that voice it sounds so sweet, its Lucrecia's voice as I search for the voice it becomes darker and my vision is blurred, I keep on hearing her voice and continue trying to fight the darkness but to no avail. Then I feel a heavenly presence but I can not see it but feel its warmth " Vincent" the with a sudden gasp I awake from my dream " Lucrecia!" I let out loudly.

I feel a sadness overwhelm me once again because she is not there. " Umm… Vincent are you alright?" I look up to find Cloud talking to me, as I look around I see the entire party around me but for some reason they are all looking down sad except Tifa who has a hand covering her mouth to keep the sobbing back, and Aeris with tears in her eyes. " Vincent … you were crying and yelling a name out loud in your sleep" Cloud told me. I feel the moistness in my eyes, I rub my eye with my human hand and for what I saw next would prove even more that my humanity is gone now, they were no normal tears.. Clear salty human tears no it was not that, it was blood dripping from my eyes all the way down to the end of my face.

I look at the bloodstain my hands; my eyes sadden even more " forgive me… I have made you all sad with my appearance" I get up from my seat at the haunted hotel and begin to walk out the door not looking at anyone " Vincent…" I stop in my tracks waiting for her to say what she needs to " Who is Lucrecia?" I knew this question would come ever since I met them when they opened my coffin, The air became thick as I searched in my mind to give her an answer, with a sigh I look to the other side where no one can see my face " She is…. My conviction"

A/N: So what do you think? Yeah its been awhile since I wrote a fanfic: cough: writer's block: cough: Soon I will return to my Wutai Dynasty story and I'm still making up ideas for Interview with the Valentine hehe sry its taking so long but I want it to be good, and now I leave with a quote

" Take heed. For if thou Pursumeth To Flirt With Spirits… Thou Shalt Join Them."

- Alucard (he says it in the manga)