You know how I told you about my crush! Well my crush looked and smiled at me today! Man, was I excited, he sweeps me off my feet! Problem is, he likes someone else, no interest in me at all. He probably thinks I'm so nerdy, and everything. Everyone knows I'm gay on the team. I know Kai is also, but I don't think he is. I think he's straight though.
But what am I kidding, he's probably going out with that one girl that clings by his side a lot, oh man, diary I don't know if he likes me, I've been planning to go and tell him! Should I go ask him today? He'd probably look at me like I'm crazy though! That is if he's straight. But then again if he's gay and we go out! OH MAN I'D BE IN HEAVEN!!!
Well I made up my mind diary! I'm telling Ray today what I feel!
Hoping for Love,
Kenny
"Hey Chief! Whatcha writing!?" Tyson yelled grabbing the diary from my hands. He opened it to the page that I just finished writing. I began to sweat!
"Hey! You guys come here!" he shouts. What if Tyson reads it aloud and says my secret about me having a crush on Ray! Oh man they'd probably look at me funny. Or think it was a joke and laugh about it! The team all of a sudden files in and looked angry with Tyson. Then I gasp seeing Ray enter the room. He stood next to Kai and Max and Hilary and Diachi sat on the couch. Ray seemed to be touching shoulders with Kai. I looked surprise that Kai let someone that close to him. Kai then bent over and whispered something to Ray.
"Tyson! Wait! Don't Read that! Give it!" I finally snapped. I ran towards Tyson and jumped trying to get my diary back. But no use!
Then Tyson started to read.
My face turned red. "Oh God! Tyson! Stoop please I'm begging you!" I cried. Then I did start to cry. I had to tell him, Ray, how I felt. "Okay! Okay! Stop reading Tyson I gotta tell something to someone!" Tyson listened and stopped. I then faced Ray.
"Ray I have something to confess," I said. Ray stepped forward and kneeled down next to me, I felt tall when he kneed since I was so short. Then Ray placed a kiss on my cheek. My face turned bright red! It started to burn. Ray then got to his feet and smiled. This was my chance to ask him out! Now that I saw that he'd kiss a guy! "Kenny listen," he said.
I stopped thinking and chose to listen to my crush. He looked serious.
"I know you have a crush on me, I here you say my name a lot in your sleep when I get up at night, it's really weird though, but sorry I meant to tell everyone," he said. I noticed Kai walk forward and stood next to Ray. He then took Ray's hand. This made my heart break! "Kai and I are well…going out, we've been going out for a while now and thought it would be good to tell everyone about our relationship," Ray announced. Everyone seemed to be quite and confused right there.
Kai then put his arm around Ray's shoulder and laid a kiss on Ray's cheek. Ray blushed. "Now if you have a problem with Ray and I being together, forget it, we were meant to be," Kai said. Ray and Kai then disappeared from the room.
I couldn't believe what just happened. Kai and Ray! My Ray! With that cold hearted blader! I so angry! Yet sad, the one I loved, gone with some other man!
I didn't notice everyone left the room, I was alone, heartbroken, and angered! Ray…how could you, but well I guess that's life, not always get what you want.
Then somebody grabbed me and kissed me right on the lips. Slipping their tongue into my mouth with no permission. Thinking it was Ray I kissed back. He must of broke up with Kai when they left the room. My heart lifted!
Then I broke apart from the kiss to notice, it wasn't Ray, it was Diachi! I gasped.
"Hey Kenny you looked sad, and looked like you needed a kiss," he smiled. I was speechless!