Roxas sat in the shady of a willow tree and gazed at the ground.

I never thought that you'd actually go.

I didn't think that you would leave me.

Why did you go?

I need you here…

The sky was a beautiful blue, clear of clouds.

Every time I light a fire

The emptiness comes back.

Every time I pick up

That emerald ring…

"Roxas? It's time to go."

I still look at that red square,

It's glowing colours reminds me

Of your fires,

The warmth I've lost…

Roxas reluctantly stood and stole one last glance at the flowers that lined the stone.

I really am nothing without you,

I may finally have my own heart,

But I still feel like

A Nobody…

As soon as he got into the black car, he began to cry.

I'm a Nobody for the rest of my life.

You were the only thing I really

Considered as my

Heart…

"Axel… Why did you go…"

I can still feel your touch

In my dreams,

Feather light

And warm

"Axel, I still need you…"

Your voice still echos

In my mind,

Soft, silky

Friendly…

Roxas curled up in the back seat, feeling very cold and alone, the tears running down his face in a fresh wave of sorrow and emptiness.

"Roxas?" Sora looked at his 'brother' in the back seat. "Are you okay?"

I want it to be the way it was before.

Just you me and Demyx,

Yes, we may not have hearts back then,

But it was still fun…

Roxas looked up and shuddered, as Riku looked as well, his soft green eyes reminding him strongly of vivid emerald ones.

I will forever be an empty shell,

There will be no one like you,

You will forever be

My one and only…

Safe at home in the privacy of his room, Roxas pulls out a small razor. Before he can start to use it, the sharp edge fascinates him.

I want to follow you to the end,

Wherever you are.

I want you back.

I will stop at nothing…

In one swift motion, he slides it across his wrists. Sliding down, he grabs the ermerald ring.

I will never leave you.

I want you back,

Love is greater than

Life itself…

Tears sliding down his face for one last time, he looks at the ring and clutches it tightly.

I'm sorry Axel,

I can't go on

Without you…