NOTES: My mother language it's not English and as this is not beta'd it might contain mistakes.
WARNINGS: It contains sexual content.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of these characters. Obvious if I did Jen would never be dead!

Special Two - Part One: Always On Your Side

Jen was at the top of stairs silently looking to Gibbs and Zach. As Gibbs talked with Zach about bad guys she felt a pain in her heart. The way he looked at that child made her smile. But her heart broke a little more when she noticed the disappointment and the sadness in Gibbs' eyes when Zach ran to his father. A suddenly urge to hold him thigh in her arms came across her but it wasn't the right place, she knew where to find him.

Gibbs had left the NCIS building with images of his time with Zach mixed with the memories of his own daughter. The only thing that could calm him down was a bottle of bourbon and his boat. As he got home he threw his coat to the couch and walked to the basement. He took his gun and put at the table. He opened one of the cabinet's doors and took out a bottle of bourbon and a glass. He looked at his boat and wondered to himself where to start.

He was lost in his thoughts. Lost in his own world, in his own memories that he only came back to reality when:

Working much? – said Jen aware that her presence hadn't yet been noticed

Jen! - he jumped and looked at her – what are you doing here? – he asked as he returned to his previous position.

Visiting an old friend - she replied with a smile

With his hand on the boat he looked at her.

What is it, Director? – he asked not convinced

I'm not here as Director, Jethro – she remained calm although she was anger by his choice of words

So, what do you want Jen? – he said as he turned his attention back to his boat

Zach … - she calmly said

Gibbs stopped what he was doing and stared at her – You know he is not here anymore, right?

You really liked that boy, didn't you? – she said with a smile – I really enjoy the way you interact with children, Jethro.

You're not gonna ask me if I ever thought on having any of my own, are you? – he said with a smirk

But have you? – she simple stated trying to avoid the his innuendo … mind but not able to have flashbacks of Paris entering her own.

I've had – he simple said

Have you ever thought about names? – she asked as she took out her coat and put it on the chair next to the table

Are you thinking on having one, Jen? – he asked half joking half not

Jen didn't reply she simple stared at him.

I like Kelly – he said as he walked into her direction

That's a beautiful name – said Jen with a smile

She was even more beautiful – he stated with a smile and a special glow appeared on his eyes

An old flame? – she asked with a grin

My daughter – without even thinking he let it out. His eyes focus on hers.

Jen felt a gulp in her throat. She was about to talk when his words cut her off

She died – although his eyes had never left her she could sense the sadness in his voice – along with her mother – a smiled appeared on his face but soon faded away - they were killed – and that was all he could say as pictures of Shannon and Kelly appeared on his mind.

Jen noticed the tears forming on his eyes and one trying to escape. She took a deep breathe and reached for his hand. When he didn't pull it away she held it tighter. When a tear rolled down on his face she cleared it with her other hand before pulling him into her embrace. He wrapped his arms around her waist and brought her closer to him. She felt his tears stopping. She wrapped her arms around his neck a little tighter as she kissed the side of his neck feeling his pulse. He kissed her hair as he held her tighter in his arms. She kissed his jaw line before kissing his chin. He could feel her hot breathe on his lips.

I'm here – whispered Jen as she wrapped her arms around his chest.

He kissed her forehead before kissing the tip of her nose which made her laugh. And how much he had missed her laughter. He kissed her lips softly. Feeling the taste of bourbon of his soft lips on hers, Jen immediately kissed him back. Her arms travelled to his neck as his tongue started to battle with hers. Gibbs lifted her up in the air and she wrapped her legs around his waist.

What about that date you had? – he asked

There'll be no second one – she replied before crashing her lips on hers

With her on his lap he took them upstairs. He kicked the door of his own room and laid her on his bed. When her back hit the mattress her arms were still around his neck and she made him falling in the top of her. His eyes were shinning but not 'cause of the tears tempting to fall, it was a happy bright. She smiled. His lips crushed on hers for an intense, passionate kiss. She searched for the hem of his sweatshirt. Gibbs only stood up to throw the sweatshirt to the other side of the room. Jen put herself on her knees and drag herself to the middle of the bed. He kissed her behind her ear as he put his hands on her waist. She moaned as her hands found the hem of t-shirt. She pushed him only to pull off his shirt. He smiled before trying to push her against the mattress but instead she rolled them over. She kissed his jaw line, and then his throat as her hands went up and down on his chest. Her lips soon replaced her hands on his chest. With her chin on his belly she looked at him and smile. She stood up and took off her shirt while Gibbs put his hands on her waist and made her fall against the mattress. She laughed. His hands went straight to the zip of her skirt before slid it down her legs and let it fall next to the bed. She brought him close to her before taking his lips for a rough kiss. He left open mouth kisses on her neck as she caressed his hair. Her moans only turn him on more. Feeling his erection on her tight she searched for his jeans as he kissed her passionately and rough. Jen rolled them over without breaking the kiss. She kissed his lips softly before sliding his jeans down and threw them out along with his socks. He grabbed her by the waist and pinned her down. He roughly kissed before kissing her shoulder as his hands went to her back and unclasp her bra. He softly brought it down through her arms as he kissed them softly. He threw her bra to somewhere in his room, he really didn't care his eyes were focus on something else. His mouth immediately found one of her breasts. He started sucking it slowly but when Jen's put herself more into his mouth and her hands start massaging his hair, Gibbs started sucking her breast harder. His other hand found her other breast and starting massaging it rough. She moaned and begged for more. He kissed her breast before drawing his attention to her other breast. Her moans kept on going louder. He kissed his way back to her lips. She was smiling, her green eyes were dark. He smiled as he caressed her nose with his. She put her arms around his neck before rolling them over as the only two pieces of material became unbearable. She straddled on his stomach as her hand drove inside of his boxers. He moaned. She went up and down slowly and tense. She bit her bottom lip. She leaned down and kissed his chest. She kissed her way down. She looked up and the only thing she could see was pure pleasure in his face. She started pulling his boxer down. She looked at Gibbs with a smirk on her face as she threw his boxers somewhere. She kissed the tip of his erection.

Jen … don't … - he begged

She sat on his stomach, her hands going up and down his chest as his hands caressed her curves. She smiled.

FLASHBACK:

Gibbs approached her at the top of stairs. Jen looked at him

Always admired your way with children. Ever thinking on having one of your own? – she asked

Is that an offer, Jen? – he asked joking before smiling that cute smile that had always driven her crazy.

She smiled to his insinuation as she pictured him with their kids.

END OF FLASHBACK

He brought her closer to his chest, feeling her undercover breasts on him for the first time in years. He put his hands inside her panties and pulled it down as their tongues fought for territory. He caressed her clit. She moaned into his mouth. He rubbed it harder. She desperately waited for his touch. When he stopped his movements she stared at him in disbelief. Seeing the glare on her face made him laugh. And without a warning he put a finger inside of her. She moaned. He rolled them over and started accelerating his rhythm as her moans kept on coming louder each time. He took his finger out. She groaned. He pull down her panties as he kissed her legs, he let her panties fall on the floor and stared at her. He kissed her legs up, her clit, her belly, between her breasts before giving butterflies kisses on her neck. And as he bit her lower lip she put her legs around his waist. He knew what that meant and he happily obeyed her request. He thrust her slowly to make sure he didn't hurt her. When he started feeling her hips moving against his pelvis he accelerated his pace. She bit his shoulder as he thrust her harder. He kissed her earlobe. She felt the anticipation starting to build in her stomach. She kissed him fiercely as she moaned into his mouth. She bit his bottom lip as she simple begged for more. He went out only to go back in again but this time with more strength. She gripped her legs around his waist. She screamed out his name begging for him to go harder. He did what he was told. He left open mouth kisses on her neck as he felt her body shiver beneath him. After hearing her screaming out his name in ecstasy as she achieved her highest moment he let himself go inside of her. He kissed her cheek in the after glow as she put her arms around his neck. She brought him close to her, forehead against forehead.

I've missed you - she said before kissing his lips softly

He smiled and kissed her forehead before rolling down. He looked at the bottom of the bed and noticed a blanket. He covered the two of them with it. She snuggled next to him and kissed his chest. He kissed her hair as she put her arm around his chest. She snuggled closer to him and buried her face in his chest.

I've missed you too – he said as he caressed her back.