: : A C o s m o REFLECTION : :
. : an entry out of the many diaries of sailor cosmos : .
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Dear Diary,
Today was like all the
others, to my disappointment. The same
loneliness lingered on with me, leaving me to sulk in vain. The heavens seemed to share my pain - it poured endlessly with heart wrenching
screams of wind in the mists. I went to
the library. Cold and lost, I sat down
on a nearby chair. A book sat on the
table next to me and being there was nothing else to do, I read it. A quote jumped out at me when I flipped
through the pages; it read:
"One must still have
chaos in oneself
to
be able to give birth to a dancing star."
Could this be why chaos has
appeared? Is chaos trying to bring to
life new stars? No. Chaos brings turmoil not happiness. It wants the galaxy to end. No more life; no more stars. It wants all the stars to die. That
is why there is war. But why must
everything end in war? Nothing is ever
gained. Only pain. And I know this pain; it has lived with me
ever since I have lost everything important to me. That is why I am so alone. My friends - Ami-chan,
Rei-chan, Mako-chan, Minako-chan, Michiru-san, Haruka-san, Setsuna-san,
Hotaru-chan, Chibi-Usa... Mamo-chan... Where are you? I hope you are happier than I am... I hope you are surrounded my peace and
happiness, unlike here. I hope there is
no war where you are, only tranquility and serenity. Serenity. I was called that once. But I am no longer the person I use to
be. I am no longer Serenity. I am no longer Tsukino Usagi. Not even Sailor Moon. I am Sailor Cosmos. Just
Sailor Cosmos. The senshi who lives
immortally, together, hand-in-hand with death.
Well? How was it? Let me know! Onegai! R&R!
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Ai,
Koneko-Chan
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