Chapter One- Old Friends
Its been 4 months, 2 weeks, 6 days, and 3 hours since he left.
My Edward, oh my Edward how I want you back, but lets face it he's not coming back. I winced at the thought of his name. I got my hopes up to high just being with him, and look at me now. I just ended up falling and getting crushed. I sit here day after day crying, thinking about him, and hoping he will come back, but thats not going to happen. He doesn't want me anymore. I can't just sit here anymore. I have work to get done. Maybe if I do some cleaning I can get my mind off him and maybe, just maybe a little bit of the pain will go away.
This cleaning idea isn't working out. It keeps everything except my mind busy. I'm still thinking about Edward. I winced at his name. I grabbed at my side and just broke down into tears. I'm a mess. I got up a little wobbly and went to my bedroom.
I ended up sleeping for a few hours. Just as I woke up Charlie called. I wonder what he needs? "Hello?" I said.
"Hey Bella, I won't be home for the next few days, Chief Handler from the Port Angeles police department needs my help, I'm sorry that I'm leaving you home alone, but I'll be back soon," he said with regret in his voice.
"It's OK dad, I'll be fine, stay safe and I'll see you soon," I said with a scratchy voice. I let a few tears drop. I'll cry later.
"OK, bye sweetheart," he said sounding heartbroken.
"Dad, I really am fine, OK, bye," I tried sounding as convincing as possible, but I don't think he believed me. I hung up, so I don't have to hear any of his pity. I guess I'm going to make dinner for one.
After eating dinner I went to take a shower and get reading ready for bed. I hope it doesn't take long I'm tired and I feel like crying. When I got out of the shower I got dressed and went straight to my room. As soon I hit the bed the waterworks started. I curled up into a ball and just cried. What have I let happen to myself. I have completely lost myself. It felt like someone was watching me, so I stopped crying for a second. Just letting tears fall done my face not making a sound. I looked up to see someone in the corner by the window. Why was he back?
"Oh my god, what did he do to you, Bells?" he asked asked.
"What are you doing here?" I asked part shocked, part happy, and part sad. A few more tears fell.
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A/N- Cliffy! Aren't I mean? I hoped you liked it. Please tell me if I should write more or just stop. It was hard to write. This is stuff is hard to write, isn't it? Sorry its so short. I didn't know what to write. Please review. Thanks for reading, even if you didn't like it.