Dear Diary, (Day one)
I have the most dangerous crush on Scorpius Malfoy. It's his eyes, it's always been his eyes. Since first day I saw him at Hogwarts, when I first saw him- I thought something, something that felt like I never thought it; it was like something was whispering inside my head telling me what to think, these are the exact words the foreign voice whispered to me in that moment; 'He's cute,'
Since then, Scorpius Malfoy thinks I'm a stalker; or at least- that's what I think he thinks about me. Now, you are probably wondering why I would ever think of such a thing. Every second or day I see him I stare at him; it's quite obvious or at least I think it is. That time we all had to watch a movie at dinner in our house, when he was over; you see- he's Albus best friend, but anyway- the lights where off and I was sitting behind them both. He was lying on the floor next to my brother, but he kept his head up by his arm.
My eyes had moved towards his hands which I saw almost perfection; it makes me blush just thinking about it. His hands where large, but not giant; his nails where perfectly cut and I couldn't see an inch of dirt anywhere. Even his white oval shapes on the top of his nails where the all exactly the same, his blonde side fringe just stops above his beautiful grey eyes. Anyway back to the point; He's seen me staring more times than even I can remember. When Hogwarts put on a school play for the first time ever this year, he had a part where it was just him speaking; I couldn't stop staring, he looked ridiculous with plastered white make up across his already porcelain face. Towards the end, actually- I think it was the end they were all on stage smiling towards their audience, as I was sat next to Ginny, my mum- and Harry on my other side; I hardly looked up at all throughout the play.
Yet, when I looked up that time I couldn't help but stare at him, as he's so- so there's not even a word to describe him; he saw me staring, from the corner of his eyes; and he quickly looked the other way. This isn't the only time, but I think it stands out most because he noticed me; even if I was in the very few first rows of the audience, he saw me looking. We've had two conversations since, and I had to ask him to repeat himself both times; which makes me seem so stupid; but when he talks I can't hear him, I only see his face; it makes my heart drop a million miles knowing he won't ever date his little brother's sister.
He's taken over my life, even Rose agrees with me; Rose is my absolute best friend in the whole wide world. I've been sorted into Gryffindor; He's in Slytherin with Albus. At least James is a Gryffindor as well. Have you ever noticed someone's' hips before? Well, I've noticed Scorpius', and they are so sexy cute. So, the reason I've decided to create this 'diary' was so Rose can stop nagging me to stop talking about him and all my other worries to her, I must say- So far, it's working great! I have to give Rose more credit, especially for all the muggle information she gives me, according to my dad; she's exactly like her mother was at her age.
Well, I'll write more tomorrow. Since it's mid-term break, according to Albus, Scorpius will be coming over tomorrow. Let's hope I don't make a fool of myself, Maybe I should send a quick owl to Rose...
From Lily Luna Potter...