This is a story I came up with from listing to a very beautiful sad song. Hope you enjoy. Excuse any errors.
HOW MUCH LOVE
CHAPTER 1
Dear journal,
I got out of school early, sort of sneaked out but who needs advanced physics.
My brothers picked on me. Again. But this time they didn't only hurt me physically but on the inside. They said I was ugly and that who ever I ended up with- if I ever do would be blind. Literally. Am I that ugly? Everyone tells me that in school and here at home. And I guess I believe that. I see nothing in the mirror except failure. Failure to be in the hearts of my family. But like I said million times before I stopped trying to win some love from them. I guess I find it easier to just be invisible, maybe I'll find some sort of love else where.
I saw him today. Oh, every time he walked it made my heart ache. So graceful like dancing, like he was floating just above the ground. Maybe he's an angel, I wouldn't find it shocking if he was he looked like one.
I watched him from my usual spot under the cherry blossom tree right in front of his house.
He was wearing all black, his sliver hair was wet and loose stopping just before his shoulders.
What I wouldn't do to be in his muscled arms, to have him hold me and really deeply love me. Hell what I wouldn't do just to know his name.
I remember the first time laying my eyes on him. I was at the store buying tampons and I bumped into him walking to the check out. And from that moment I fell. For him. He had deep golden eyes that went on forever and ever.
'sorry' I had muttered in a small voice. He didn't even look at me he just kept going to the check out counter
I followed behind him to await my turn. My eyes wandered over his body, my fingers itching to touch his sliver beautiful hair.
I looked over to what he was buying. Pasta, sauce, vegetables ,red candles, wine. Probably had a date. I bit my lip. Why did that bother me so much. I let my mind wander coming up with who he was. When the lady behind coughed in irritation motioning me that it was my turn…he was gone. I blinked twice.
'sorry' I moved forward and bought my items.
I went outside the super market , it started to rain. I ran to my bike and hopped on. I rode as fast as I could but had to stop at an intersection to await my turn to cross. And their he was in his car at a red light, I gasped. The light turned green and I followed him. I rode till my legs felt like they would fall off and it was getting darker. Then he stopped at a very big, beautiful two story house. I was about 200 yards from him. He got out the car and ran to his front door, unlocking it and closed it behind him.
So this is where he lived. And that is how it all started. I sometimes felt like a stalker. well maybe I am. So from that day I spent almost everyday watching him under the tree that was across his house. For hours.
Well moms calling me down. I have to go.
Love,
Rin
xoxoxoxoxox RINXandXGOLDEN EYES xoxoxoxoxxoxoxox
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-Slayprincess