There she was, with her white long bride dress walking into the shrine, where we would finally get married, after 5 years of relationship. Until something happened... I saw my first love in sitting in the first row of church

I felt a kick to my stomach, a knock out punch, when I realized she was crying I felt a knife in my heart, she wasn't lying when she texted me last night that she missed me

It all started in the year of 2011, when I was working at an ice cream place, when this pretty girl came in and asked me about the flavors we had, I still remember her insecure teenager face in the school's yard looking for someone to talk. I fell in love immediately for her, we had awesome walks and chats, we even kissed once, but she couldn't date me because she had to return to England with her family, it broke my heart because she was my first kiss.

12th April 2018

But that's it, I woke up screaming and I was hugging my fiancé, she asked me what I was dreaming with. I lied and told her that it was just a little nightmare and we went back to sleep. The next day, I called my best friend Summer, I know it is weird to have a girl as a best friend, but we have had good and bad times. Oh I forgot to mention, my name is Alexander. I met Summer when I studied 9th grade, she arrived from New York (her home town) back to Pittsburgh, she was in the school where I studied when it opened but she returned to NY.

"What's up Summer?" I asked via phone, but she just replied with "Hey, I am a little busy, call you later" and hung the phone. Brilliant, I couldn't talk to my best friend.