How could this happen to me?

What I thought I had was love,

But it was all a big mistake.

It was child's play.

Nothing more,

Nothing less.

But it was heaven.

It was all I had to look forward to.

When life brought me down,

He pulled me back up.

When other's pushed me around,

He made them stop.

What I thought I had was love,

But it was all a misunderstanding.

Nothing but an illusion in my childish dream.

It was all fake.

The love.

The caring.

And I found it all out too late.

Now that I cry.

Now that I cut.

Now that not a single thing matters anymore.

Now I know the truth.

I only wish that I had found out sooner.

Before my heart had a chance to bleed…