I need you here.
I need you to be with me.
As I cry tonight.
I need you by my side.
As I lay weeping at my bedside.
I miss you with every fabric of my being.
But you can't be with me, now.
Now that I need you the most.
Now that I can't stop the bleeding.
Streams of blood roll down my arm.
It won't stop gushing from the wound.
It doesn't matter that I've caused it.
All that matters, is that it's there.
And it will never go away.
My tears fall in the cuts, to blend with the blood.
I lay my head upon my pillow.
And close my eyes.
Never to open them again…
But I smile….
I smile…