What have I become? I do remember so well how I had looked before my meeting with Saurman. Terribly infatuated with a girl, an angel is what I called her. She had no desire to speak to me or to look at my face, it had been that way even when she was a child. Is it terribly awful to believe I did this all for her? Saurman had promised me her, he told me that she would marry me first thing in the morning! How happy I was then. Each day he told me that Eowyn would come to be by my side, and I continued to serve him in secret until the day she came. Soon, I found myself unable to be called a man. My complexion had paled beyond compare, my hair darkened, I was digusted by my appearence and behavior. How could she have possibly faced me now? I was nothing short of worthless after that. Now, as I watch Orcs march to attack those at Helm's Deep. I feel a tear streak my face. The people I had once lived among, the king I had once served, the woman I have...had loved. All are about to fall to their death. I can only hope the Orcs spare my beautiful Eowyn. For if I lost her. The life that I am living. Would become nothing but a dark,hollow...pit. A pit that I am already in and can no longer find my way out of it. Eowyn? Eowyn bring me back to the light. I want to marry you. I want to be with you. Teach me to be human as I once was. Teach me to walk and not crawl. Eowyn, please be all right. Please be waiting when I emerge from the darkness.