hi! whats up? well, if you read the summery and are here now then you should know what the warnings are. but in case you don't heres the whole summery with ratings and the like.

summery- theres a lot of things yoh dosent know. like for example that he has a brother and that that brother holds a sickeningly terrifying secret.

now yoh will find out exactly how much trouble he just got himself in when he goes and visits his onii-chan.

ratings- M( or R)

reasons- cause of gore, disturbing scenes, people eating other people, lemon.

pairing- yohxhao haoxyoh

disclaimer- not mine, never will be, i only wish it'd be. all i have is a hao shrine...damn you hao, i want your pants!

enjoy!

Yoh's POV-

Theres a lot of things i don't know. i acknowledge and except that. but when you find out that you have a brother you never knew about, thats when you start to not like that fact. I've always done my best to make up for my lack of knowledge, i do my best on quizzes, tests, homework, and helping my mom around the house as well as being a counselor for my friends. my mom and dad got divorced when i was two, so i have to help kaa-chan out a lot. mom tells me that dad was a great guy, that he always tried his hardest for her. however, he cared more for his job and less about us. thats why they broke up. that morning i was doing the usual: doing the dishes and cleaning up the kitchen when kaa-chan stopped me.

"we have to talk..." she said seriously.

i set down the cup i had been cleaning and dried my hands before following kaa-chan into the living room. she sat down on one side of the table while i sat down on the other side. she was looking down at her folded hands and wore a frown. this worried me.

"kaa-chan...are you okay?" i asked in concern.

she looked up at me seriously,"yoh, what would you say if i told you you had an older brother?"

i blinked and frowned,"I'd ask why you never told me, then I'd probably be eager to meet him."

"well, you do yoh."

"d-do what?" i asked in shock. she wouldn't lie...would she?

"you have an older brother who lived with your father."

i gasped and sat still as stone. i have an older brother? why was she telling me now? who was he and how old was he? so many questions that i wanted to as, yet i could only voice one of the many questions floating through my mind.

"how?"

she seemed shocked before realizing i was asking her a question."well, you two are twins. when you were young your father took your brother with him when he left. his name is hao." she said in a shaky voice.

i just knew she wasent telling me something."why dident you say something earlier?" i had asked in a hurt voice. how could she just not tell me for thirteen years? that was just so...wrong.

she swallowed and sighed nervously,"well, we had planned to bring you to meet him but..." she trailed off.

"but?" i asked, prodding her to finish.

"but your father went missing when you two were nine. no one understood, especially since afterwards, every single foster parent that hao had went missing much like your father." she said with teary eyes.

i watched her cry in shock and horror. no one had told me about tou-san...i just figured he was really busy and never had time to see us. but this...this just exceeds the limit of of little i know. i just couldent stand it. no one had bothered to tell me about anything! why? i had a right to know, so why?

"kaa-chan...dont cry. please don't cry. its okay." i tried.

she looked up and smiled at me sadly,"thank you yoh...i've decided to bring you to see your brother, so when would you like to go?" she asked softly.

i blinked at the subject change, then smiled broadly,"as soon as possible!" i said excitedly.

she smiled happily."hai, hai. then how about in two days?"

"sure! i wanna meet him!" i said happily.

she smiled happily,"okay then, go finish up the kitchen and then we'll go get the train tickets." she said as she watched me jump up an run for the kitchen.

i was so happy. I'd finally meet this long lost older twin brother i have! i wondered what he was like, and how much diffrent he was from me. i just couldent wait! i was so excited i almost dropped a dish. when finally i was finished, mom was waiting in the living room ready to go with a smile.

"come on, the train station closes in two hours." she said softly.

we had made it all the way to the train station where my mom informed me that I'd be going alone.

"its okay, you'll be fine yoh." she said with a smile.

somehow i just dident believe her...

two days later i was packed and ready to go, my mom smiling happily at me. she handed me a slip of paper and smiled as she informed me that it was his current address.

"just follow these directions and you'll be there in no time!"

and with that, she kissed and hugged him goodbye before setting him off to see his long lost brother. i sat on the train and waved kaa-chan goodbye, then sat back and looked at the address. 34 N main street at an apartment complex called hoshi ga hoshii desu(name of a book, not mine) in apartment 39. according to these directions, that was three blocks from the train station. well, i had some serious walking to do, so i figured now was the time to sleep. you can never get enough sleep!

end of POV

about three and a half hours passed by the time the train stopped, jolting yoh from his peaceful sleep with start. he sat up and looked around blearily. a man man wearing a hat and and suit was calling out something.

"all those who are going for stop 35, this is it." he said loudly.

yoh stood up and followed the other people towards the exit, stepping off the stairs and onto a hard cement platform. he stood and looked around in curiosity at the city known as Tokyo. it was so much bigger than the one he lived by in izumo! how was he to get to where he had to be in this city? he looked around for someone to ask for directions. he saw a man in a suit and walked over to him.

"sir? can you tell me where-"

"sorry I'm late for a meeting." he said before rudely pushing past yoh.

yoh pouted before going to the next person he saw.

"miss? can you please tell me where this is?" he asked the old lady kindly.

she looked at him, then at the directions."huh? oh, thats easy. just go strait until you reach the hospital, then right, then take the second left you see, then just continue strait."

yoh smiled,"thank you ma'am. have a nice day!" he said and was about to leave when she spoke up.

"are you related to to that Asakura hao boy? you look just like him."

yoh turned and blinked ands smiled,"yup! he's my brother!"

she looked a bit troubled before answering,"really now? then you best be careful. he's not one you want to get angry."

yoh blinked before nodding,"arigato. I'll keep that in mind. ja ne ma'am!" he said before taking off towards his destination.

he followed everything correctly, but now he just couldent find the damn building! curse Tokyo's overly large city...

"oi, hao-sama, what are ya doin out right now? i thought you were waitin for your brother!" a voice called.

yoh spun around and looked over to see a girl with orange hair. she stared for a second before muttering,"wrong guy."

" um, miss? could you help me?" he asked politely.

she looked to him and tilted her head a bit,"with what?" she asked.

"um, well you see, i was kinda trying to find my brother hao, and i got lost..." he said scratching his head.

she blinked,"so your hao-sama's little brother? figures. you look just like him." she said.

"well, yeah, I'm his little brother. my names yoh." he said smiling.

"mines Matilda, but you can call me machi. and you will. anyway, if your lookin for hao-sama, then follow me." she said gesturing to follow her.

yoh nodded and smiled,"arigato matchi-san!" he said gratefully before dashing up to her and following her from about two meters behind.

the two walked for about five minutes before machi turned down a road that lead to a large apartment complex with a large sign that was labeled "Hoshi Ga Hoshii Desu" with a few flowers beneath it.

"this is it. can you get to his apartment from here?" she asked.

yoh looked to her and nodded happily,"yup, thanks machi-san!" he said happily as machi began to walk away.

yoh walked down the road and looked around at the apartments in amazement. they were large, probably able to fit five of his house in the bottom floor, and these were five stories high. the parking lot was filled with cars with small white stickers on them. the sidewalks were smooth and were concrete. the buildings themselves were clean and tan colored with small balcony's for each apartment, and people could be seen on them. there was a large lawn of grass in front of each building, and a bycicle rack next to the large arches that served as the door to the buildings. all in all, it seemed rather nice here. after asking three people where apartment 39 was, he now stood in front of a green door.

this was it...all he had to do was knock, and he'd meet his brother. he raised his hand nervously to the door bell and hesitantly pressed it, a "ding dong" kind of sound following it. he heard a somewhat bored voice from the other side yell a,"one second!". it sounded kinda feminine. was this really the right door? seconds later he was greeted by what looked like a clone of him. long auburn hair, midnight colored eyes, baggy pants with belts that had stars on them, and no shirt. smiled nervously as the boy before him broke out into a grin.

"ah, so your finally here otouto! what took you so long?"

dum dum dum! yeah...i'm not sure on machi's character nor if i got the name right. i know its odd that she called hao hao-sama since its an AU, but I'll explain that later. kinda changed a few things, but generally they're the same. also, this has nothing to do with the shaman fight or any kind of shaman thing. no ghosts, no oversouls, and only a few characters will appear, however thats only for a short while. this is a weird story, but i thought I'd spice up the haoxyoh section with something new. hey, no ones tried a cannibal story! no real descriptions on anything though. I'm not describing anything that'd make me or anyone else sick. no character death cept one and generally just mentions of bodily harm and other disturbing things. no worry though. there will be about two or three lemons, but again not to graphic since i don't want this to get kicked from like all the other books i try to put up. this is my second yaoi story so please forgive me if it kinda sucks.

translations-

kaa-chan mom

tou-san dad

hai yes, okay, alright(not all at once)

ja ne see ya!

sama lord, master, basically just used at the end of a highly respected persons name.

arigato thank you very much

oi hey

san polite way of addressing a friend of family member

otoutolittle brother. something that any yohxhao haoxyoh fan knows hao addresses yoh as this.

anyway, any questions, just ask. ja!