Song- Unfaithful
Artist- Rihanna
Jade's POV
I never ment for this to happen. Not once in my life had I imagined, that I would hurt the one I care about. At least the one I LOVE is still here. This is my story-
Story of my life searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.
I never learned love. Not even when I met him. Nope. I was stuck in arranged marriage when I was 16. Sad. Not really. We both had fantastic carriers, me a singer, a very famous one. Him a musician. We never touched one another in 2 years of marriage. Never
Sorrow in my soul 'cause it seems that wrong,
Really loves my company.
Not knowing love only lasted 5 months after my marriage. When I met him. No not my husband. But him. Marvelous hair. Glorious skin. We instantly felt a spark.
He's more than a man and this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
We loved each other more than any other person on the planet did. I lived everyday for him and he breathed the air for me. We both felt love and made love. For the first time I lost my virginity to the man, I truly loved Beck Oliver. Too bad I was Jade Harris. But it didn't matter to Beck.
The clouds are rollin' in, because I'm gone again.
And to him I just cant be true.
Andre's sad depressed that I cant spend time with him, my husband. He doesn't know about Beck . Or atleast I hope he doesn't. Beck is sad I have to leave. So I stay and blow off the date with Andre because I care more about Beck.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside.
To know that I am happy with some other guy
He knows. He knows. He knows. I feel like a bitch. And I just might be. When I tell beck this I am greeted by sex. Pleasure. And . . . LOVE the thing I crave.
"you are not a bitch for being happy" he is what Andre isn't. That's why I love him.
I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore.
I don't wanna be the reason why.
Everytime I walk out the door.
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore.
I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be . . .
A murderer
Calm. Nice . Caring. Handsome. Both Andre and Beck had those qualities. But Beck had Love. And Andre knew that. Andre would cut his wrist. Every night when I was with Beck. If he dies I don't want to be the guilty one.
I feel it in the airAs I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheekAs he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out lateI say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Like I said before he knows. I tell him I'm hanging with Tori and Cat. He knows better. He asks me if I will be back in time for our date. 'I wouldn't miss it for the world' I tell him. We both know that's a fukin' lie.
Because we both knowWhere I'm about to go
And we know it very well
He knows where I meet Beck. I meet him at his beach house. In his bed or at some fancy restaurant for a date. Andre knows better to text me during me&Beck time. He knows where we are and what we're doing. He knows it very well.
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I cant stand it. Hurting both of us. Hurting Andre and lying to his face. Hurting myself by staying away from Beck and with Andre and making Andre feel like crap. But mostly hurting Beck. Hurting him by not getting a divorce and 'I will' saying I cant wait when I actually do.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be. . .A murderer
Each and every single time I walk out our bedroom and into Beck's. He once again dies. His heart shatters. And I'm the hammer that shatters it.
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over withI don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
Love is the reason I'm standing outside this divorce court. Hand in hand with Beck and Andre looking at me with a disappointed look. Me and Andre are divorced and the same day the famous Beck Oliver has married the beautiful Jade West. 3 months after our . . Um … honeymoon. Andre's committed suicide.
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be . . .A murderer
(a murderer)No no no noYeah yeah yeah
I never ment for this to happen. Not once in my life had I imagined, that I would hurt the one I care about. At least the one I LOVE is still here. This is my, Jade west no. Jade Oliver's (used to be Harris) story.