Heal Me

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or any of its characters. I just own this laptop. This is waayyy more serious than Summer to Remember.

(Which I'm still working on by the way.)

Chapter 1: Fade to Black

Alli's POV

I panic as I find myself naked on the floor at the Ravine. What the heck was I doing here anyway? Empty cups and bottles of beer are laid out on the floor.

*Flashback*

The music from the party rings in my ear as I dance with this guy. He seems nice.

"Hey. You want a drink?"

"Sure! I am soo thirsty." I chime. He comes back with the drink.

"Bottoms up, babe." He anticipates. Willingly I chug that drink in a matter of seconds.

My eyesight began to blur and I feel a clammy hand clasp mine.

"Come with me sweetheart."

This can't happen to you. You're Alli Bhandari. That kind of girl. The smart, responsible little sister. Innocent. Right?

I stammer the words "Okaay" and hiccup. "Where are you taking me?" I giggle.

"To the after party room." He said. He lead me to a bedroom in a house.

"What are we gonna do in here?" I say. "I'm gonna have fun with you." He hissed under his breath.

I laid me on the bed. He began to unbuckle his belt and took off his green polo. As he stripped into just his boxers I rolled off the bed in angst to leave.

"You're not going anywhere bitch." I tried to open my mouth to scream but he shoved his tongue down my throat. I growled in agony.I tried to wriggle out of his grasp but his weight was unbearable. I kept trying. But he began to have his pleasure with me. He ripped my clothes off bit by bit. He stuffed my shirt in my mouth so I can't scream any louder. Just muffled howls escaped my lips. I gave up my struggle. Slowly things began to fade to black.

*Flashback*

I quickly put on the remains of my shirt and ran. I just ran and ran. My tears cut through the dirt and grime on my skin. The wind tore its way through my soul as I ran out of breath. I dropped to floor and sobbed. I'm in the middle of the sidewalk at dawn. I can't go back home. I don't know where to go I don't have an option. I stumble my way inside the house put of breath. I crawl up stairs trying to avoid Sav. I sink into my bed and hold on to my teddy bear. I weep myself to sleep.

Next Day

I wake up with my body aching. I go to the bathroom and look in the mirror. My mascara has ran down my cheeks. My eyes are puffy from the crying. Bruises trail my arms and legs. I run the water. I drench my self in the scorching water. No matter how hard I scrubbed he left his traumatizing marks on me. I slid down the shower. As every steaming drop hit my now pink skin from the scrubbing it felt like acid. I drown myself in my agony. I see flashes of his body on mine. His blubbery lips forced onto mine. His clammy callused hands touching me. I droned out the world. I attempted to step out of the shower but every step made me wince. Every time I close my eyes I see him. I slide an oversized hoodie of my brother's and placed on baggy jeans. I pulled my hair into a messy bun and slid on some sneakers. I ran down the stairs without greeting my family and walked my way to school.

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