The Sonny Days Are Gone

Chapter One: Chad's Gone?

Sonny's Pov

Today has not been on my side this morning. First my alarm clock broke sometime in the night, making me get up late, which also caused me to rush my shower. Then I can't find my hair dryer, only to find ten minutes later exactly where it was before and the moment i step out the door, thinking that day couldn't get any worse. A huge Argos lorry zooms past, throwing a large amount of dirty water all over me. Which socked me from head to toe.

When i did make it to work, i was 3 hours late and was fuming. To stop people asking me whats wrong, i plastered on my trademark smile and walked into the prop house. I was surprised that i hadn't bumped into chad yet. I Always look forward to that, but i was three hours later so he must be over in stage 2, making what he calls 'Mackenzie falls magic'. I walked into the prop house and everyone was doing there own little thing. I said hi and nobody said a word. Great, one more thing to add to my worst day ever. I just walked over to the sofa and sat down i felt a tear fall down my cheek but quickly rubbed it away to stop people asking whats wrong. Just when i stated praying to the heavens that Marshall would come in and tell us to start rehearsals, he walked into the room.

"Hay kids, i got some good news and some extreamly bad news. Which do you wanna hear first?" Marshell asked, lookin over us all. Tawni turned to Marshell and put on some of her mescara before saying.

"The goods news, because that means i can go away after i hear it and continue working on my perfect beauty." Wow, self centered much?

"Okay, the good news. We are now the new number one tween Show in America!" Marshall said making the whole room erupt with cheering and singing. Everyone was ecstatic including me but as hard as i tried to stop my curiosity i couldn't, i just really wanted to know what the bad news was, I turned to Marshall.

"Marshall, what's the extremely bad news?" I asked looking at him with my smile. Everyone gave out annoyed sighs. I looked down to my feet for a few seconds before looking back up to Marshall.

"If you go on channel 6, it will tell you all about the situation." Marshell said before spinning on his heels and walking back out the door. Tawni gave out a annoyed sigh and walked over to where the remote was.

"Fine, we'll but channel 6 on since sonny is so interested in whats going on with everyone else than me." She said, clicking various buttons on the remote. I was hurt by her comment. It was like my heart had had yet another knife stabbed threw it. Sure me and Tawni where best mates but she doesn't know how much words hurt me since...

The blank screen change from black to white before the colours began to emerge together to create the picture that was developing on the screen. Tawni flicked threw the channels until a news report came on.

"This day will be the most remembered for the saddest reason." A blond woman wearing a light blue jacket and black trousers and boots, on the screen said as the picture flickered. The TV was an old mac falls 42", Hd ready, LCD TV, but was in great condition. I mean i knew they where snobs but as soon as the new 46 inch TV came out they gave it to us. I turned to Grady as he tapped Nico on the shoulder.

"Sounds like Micheal Jackson has passed away again." He joked, making Nico chuckle and surprisingly made me brake a small smile. They all then turned back to what they where doing before. Turning back to the screen a man, most likely a location reporter and was wearing the same as the woman but it was a black Jacket with black trousers a white tee shirt and a pink tie.

"Thank you Miranda. I am Steven McCormick and on the street where I'm standing is were a car bomb that killed 2 people and injured 4 more. Including 'Mackenzie falls' star, Chad Dylan Copper. Young Chad Was driving to work in this black Lamborghini sport car when a bomb that someone had placed right in front of his ex girl friend house, exploded pearing his car and him in the process, he and 5 others where rushed to hospital where Chad and the 15 year old girl friend sadly died." He said, i was taken back by this news and a few tears fell from my eyes, trickled down my cheek followed by another one. I Got up and walked out of the prop house before anyone could see me cry.

I felt like i was going to brake down if i kept on looking at the screen. I ran to the only place i felt safe enough to cry, the girls bathroom. Once i was in there i closed the door and cried. I must have been crying for a little over 30 minuets, when i got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked a mess, My mescara had run down my cheeks, my eyes where red, puffy and had no emotion set in them. I looked and stared at my reflection for a while thinking that if i did i would wake back up in my own dimention. I slowly reach my hand up to my reflection and traced my image with my finger. I looked hard before i realized that the person that was looking back at me, was infact not me at all. The person who was stearing back at me was just a person, a sad, broken person. This filled me with rage and i pulled my hand into a tight fist before a pulled it back and rammed it forward, putting loaded of force in the swing. As it connected with the mirror the mirror smashed with loads of small sized depree dropped on the floor

"I HATE MY LIFE!" I screamed as i punch every mirror giving the same out come everytime. I lost my dad 10 years ago, my mum 3 mouths ago and now Chad! WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR? Why is my life so unfair? I need to stop loving people because all the people i love most leave me. I started to cry again and i was quickly going into hysterics. I hate my life so much! I want my Dad back! I want my Mum back! I WANT CHAD BACK! Just thinking about his deep blue eyes that were so hypnotising you could get lost for hours. His golden blonde hair that looked like a field of weite made me wanna kill myself but then i got mad at myself for thinking that. I pulled my hand into a fist and punched the wall next to me. When i looked at the wall i saw i had made a quite large crack in the wall. My hand was throbbing and felt like it was on fire, even with my waterlogged eyes i could see they where bleeding well bad. But did i give a shit? No, the pain im feeling in my heart is more pain than my hand. I pulled my knees up to m face and just wept into them. Sonny was gone all thats left is allison. The scared, broken frigale irl that would take what everyone said to heart. I tried so hard not to let her thew but this just did it. I started to go silence but still cried tears. That's when started to hear foot steps and the door open. The person, or girl, who gave a gasp as she walked the room. I kept my head down and continued to cry in silence.

Hiya guys. So this is my first Sonny With A Chance story.

I've wanted to do one for a while but a story idea never came. Until 3 weeks ago. So let me know what you think. Do you love it? Hate it? Want it to continue what ever. See ya next time!

Oh and don't worry the story gets better and by better i mean could turn out worse than first thought. Aw well, Anyway R&R.

Becca D XxX