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Burning

Searing

Piercing

Lust that's all it was, nothing more, nothing less. Sesshomaru the Taiyoukai, ruler of western Japan had no use for a human. Yet for the last 18 years rin had followed him loyally throughout the lands. Sesshomaru always saw her as the child he would never have, albeit a human child but the great lord always thought fondly of her. Until, she matured. His intent was to send her off to perhaps a human Daimyo when she became of human age.

Well that was his intent, but more often then not intents change, and with the passing of the seasons so did Sesshomaru's. She first started her heat cycle at 13 years, rather early for a human girl he heard. Sesshomaru thought it a hindrance and left her at his castle at the mercy of his female staff. The blood at first was repulsive and arrangements were made to keep his maturing ward in the furthest wing in the castle, it wasn't a dark or dank room but one simply far off. He should have killed her then.

The more time went by the less he noticed the stench so she was moved back and permitted once again to join him on his escapades. He should have let her be.

Unfortunately she was a little early and when she bled her smell was not one of repulsion but one of pure ecstasy. It was a rich sweet smell mixed with a more heady spicy scent laced beneath the sweetness. He immediately brought her to the nearest village for attention.

He should have left her there, the daimyo was young and unwed. But he was a foolish and selfish demon; keeping her to himself he silently basked in the scent that so readily told him she was matured and "ripe". He should have burned off his damned nose.

It started about two years ago when she turned 16. He couldn't hold on he couldn't keep his control, She had been flirting with him for a few months now, throwing herself at him every chance she got, Sesshomaru had, had enough. It was lust, not love that drove his inner demon to cry out for a taste. Lust not love is what drove him to have her in the most degrading and violent of ways, but she never cried out from pain, at first she was shocked he could tell but, her screams were that of pure pleasure that rolled off of them in waves.

He should have fucked her until she stopped breathing, he should have killed her. He should have, it would have been far less cruel then the slow death he had sentenced her too now. The thought of touching her again in such a way both excited and disgusted him. Rin was soon moved to the wing right next to the dungeon. She was pregnant, and it would be a hanyou no doubt, he couldn't have that. How many abortions has she gone through? He never even wanted his poor human to go through one, but she has gone through 4. Sesshomaru was no fool he knew quite well no human man or even lesser youkai would take her, not now not after she has been defiled so, reduced to nothing more then jus that of a demons whore. He shouldn't have brought the demoness in.

It was a treaty he needed an heir now He could NOT have a hanyou heir. The hanyou wouldn't survive given heir as a title. She was beautiful and powerful, wide hips good for birthing. He should have never given it a second thought…She looked just like Rin.

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1 year later

"I want that whore out!" Sesshomaru watched as his mate was held back by two guards as his poor Rin in her 14th and final month cowered in a corner blood streaking her face small hands clenching her more then swollen stomach.

"She carries a bastard, filthy disgusting half human creature!" Tomi screamed struggling against the hold of two guards her dagger forgotten as she turned (tomi =twin) accusing amethyst eyes upward daring Sesshomaru to defy her, Sesshomaru stared down upon his mate tortureed expression clear in golden orbs,the years had soften his cold hard exterior the blatant betrayal in her eyes hurt him, Sesshomaru should have listened, he wanted to listen to put his poor human out of her misery and make his loyal and loving mate happy for once. He should have.

Turning towards the broken door Sesshomaru stepped inside watching as her eyes widened and narrowed her hands clenching tighter around her swollen stomach through a thin yukata, her long black hair in sweaty tangles. He lifted his sword, she deserved and honorable death. He watched as her eyes shined, liquid gathering at the corners. Her small blood caked lips parted, lips that were once soft, once caressed him and revered him with nothing but love and respect.

No words ever came out she backed up like a frightened animal caged desperately pleading with her eyes to be saved. Sesshomaru felt the power pulse through his sword. An almost silent "shuff" was all you heard as sesshomaru sheathed him sword followed by the clanking of the guards as they dragged his mate out of the dungeon wing. He couldn't do it, He should have yes but, he couldn't no not his Rin his poor little rin, she was a part of him, a part that he had mistreated for too long. No he would grant her the child, it was the least he could do. Later though when Tomi had calmed herself down he would come back what he had broken.

Tada end of first chapter. Review please!