What happens when the love of your life doesn't want life?

Sakura is about 20 in this chapter. I don't care if you think it's way OOC... It's my fic!
I wish I owned Naruto.. But I don't... But I am so allowed to use my twisted mind to mess with them!

Kisame had always watched her on her missions. Even if he had missions of his own. And especially when she had solo missions. He never wanted her to be alone. Although some of her teammates were questionable, he couldn't do a thing about it without being caught. Though, sometimes he would gladly get caught if it meant his flower's happiness.

Sakura had no idea of his feelings. Hell, she didn't even know she was being watched. Probably not a good thing considering she was a ninja. Tsunade wouldn't like to hear that. But no one knew. So no harm.

On the outside, Sakura seemed the same. Never changing. Even though she was 17, she still had the same happy attitude from when she was 13. Or that's what everyone in her village thought. For her,
life was nothing. Sasuke was gone, Naruto was dead. She had no one left, SHe had severed all bonds with her family. They didn't approve of her being a medic and a shinobi. So she was really alone.

Normally she was at the hosptial, with Kisame checking on her every few days, just to make sure she was alright. He was the only one who knew the real way Sakura was. She cut herself. She always drained her blood. it amazed him that she was still alive. It killed her that she was still alive.

When she was done, she would always sit in the dark and cry. To Sakura, life was meaningless if she didn't have Naruto or Sasuke. NOot even Kakashi or Sai spoke to her anymore. The Anbu were almost everywhere lately. Everywhere exept home. She would have to speak to Tsunade to see if she could get one of them home. Or to see if they were still alive.

Kisame tried with all his might to be with her as much as possible. But he couldn't be there for her everyday like he wanted. When he knew she would be at her worst when he was on a mission he'd always send a clone to watch over her. He didn't want her to die. Even if it was torturing her on the inside. He loved her. 'Better watch what I say though, the guys would kill me.' Kisame thought.

"Sakura-san!" Rock Lee came running up to her. "The Hokage wishes to see us." Just like Lee, he was gone in a flash.

"Just like Lee." Sakura sighed and ran to the Hokage tower to see her master. 'I wonder what it is this time... She doesn't normally put me on teams with Lee. This can't be good.'

When Sakura got there, Tsunade was drinking, again. "Oh, Sakura.. I have a solo mission for you. I know how you hate working with Lee. So he's on a seperate mission." Tsunade had on a very serious face for a drunk woman.

"Um.. Tsunade-sama? What's wrong?" Sakura was worried. Her master never looked so serious around her. So she had every reason to be scared for her new mission. "Wait, I swear, if my mission has anything to do with the battle fields from the war I will decline!"

Tsunade grimaced. "No, Sakura. I knwo how much that would kill you. So I have a mission for you that doesn't leave the village. Good right? I have one question though. How do you feel about training people?"

"Fine I guess." Sakura wasn't sure what her master was getting to. But by the way her teacher was acting, she wasn't sure if it was going to be an easy mission. "Is it like physical therapy? I'm good with that. So who's my gennin?"

Till Next Time

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