ATTENTION: I do not own Naruto nor the House of night, or the Night World which is where i got some of the ideas, but i wish i did!

This is in dedication to my friend UuGgHh its Bryan,for being awesome and always talking to me and cheering me up : )

~life~

If, if, if.

All together life is full of to many ifs. If this, if that, if we, if you, if I had done that, if I hadn't done that, If I was, if you were. All together it's nauseating.

But then again, ifs play a part in how we are what we are, who we are, and who we love.

~dreams~

I'm running again, always this dream, always. WHY!

Its annoying, it never ends and its basically my biggest disappointment. I'm running, running, from what, who, why? I have NO FREAKING CLUE!

Well i guess it's not always boring, things change, the scenery, the time it seems. I don't mean like yeah one minute passed, now two, now three. No I mean like 500 B.C. the 1600's. That sort of thing.

But the biggest and most annyoing thing is, I'm holding a man's hand, like he is my one and only, the one I'll never let go of, but when we finally stop to catch our breathe, or when I find a chance to glance his way, I WAKE UP!

Annoying right...I've had this dream since I was born even if I don't remember my first years, I know this dream has been replaying over and over again.

But even though I know I will wake up when I try, I HAVE to see him.

I look to his hand, his arm, his...my room...damn.

I look at my clock, its only 3:52... more than three hours till I need to leave for the academy, well I might as well get ready. I push play on my computer, I've had the perfect music set up for a long time ago, luckily my room is soundproofed on the other side of the house from my parents so, I get to turn it up enough to block out anything unwanted. Don't ask me what but I enjoy the level of loud without blowing your eardrums out like some people.

Singing along comes easy, this song is my favorite to wake up to, kind of ironic it's called Ready, Set, Go. Maybe that's why I chose it...I don't know, I'm not even sure of how my mind works sometimes.

Next is waking the rest of my body up, I go to the bathroom, sadly I have to share with my sister,but I'm such an insomniac that I'm up way before her. I turn the shower on slightly warm yet freezing to most, I have no clue why but cold things never seems to effect me, I hate hot!

After my shower I'm trying to figure out what to wear, I think to the music playing, White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane, that's it! I take my gauze bandages and wrap it around my breasts then down until it about 2 inches above my belly button. I take my favorite mesh long sleeve and toss it on, then my short emerald green skirt and some black knee length leggings, my 2 inch heeled knee length boots, weapon pouch. READY!

I brush out my long hair, I hate cutting my hair and only trim it when neccisary, so its down to my kneecaps. and its this wierd color ummm, bubble gum pink.

Perfect, now makeup, eyeliner (black DUH) and eyeshadow...white i think today, now some pale lip gloss perfect!

4:49 hmmm, no homework, nothing...art time! Ive been getting bored with these paintings on the wall lately anyways.

I start the sketch, yes im drawing on my wall, but as im told, "its my room, its me living in it,take care of it, and do what you want." so I start out the sketch...I close my eyes, to help get an idea started, put my hand on the wall and after a while open to see what its starting to look like. A cat, I love cats but, this is a bit odd, It's got freakishly long hair, and it's eyes are open wide and it looks sad, like it's missing something. I stop and decide to go read, before going to the academy.

~learn~

I love going to the academy, practicing, learning all I can, singing.

music, singing is one of my many talents, and I LOVE IT.

The end of the day is drawing near and I have a private lesson with Kakashi, he is the chorus director, and my favorite he finally shows up 15 minutes late ,we start off with Next years district song, he wants me to start out early with practicing for it. Ous Justi, then Ridente la Calma, Then Drink to me for a quick break, next we are talking. He is asking me about strange things, if I've been having a good nights rests, I said good enough but he just looked, I don't know, off I guess.

The bell rings and I tell him good bye, I head out for study hall, luckily all of my friends have it with me,our luck. Or mine, they claim that I have all the luck.

I sit down, its right across the hall from Kakashi's so I'm there first then in comes Sasuke.

Sasuke is my boyfriend and well he is an all around amazing ninja.

Then in comes Ino, she automatically starts telling me all about her day so far.

Then you hear this loud BANG and then "Naruto get back here!" and incoming Naruto.

Next is Hinata, then Kiba with Akamaru, next comes Shikamaru, followed by Choji, after which comes Shino. That's us, the rookie 9.

Ohh crap I forgot to tell you, Im Sakura by the way.

~begining~

Now the real story begins

~ending~

As you can probably tell I'm adding in technology from now, yet keeping it ninja!

I've had this idea going around for a while and I'm trying it as my first fanfic, criticism = help review pwease! good or bad what you like or don't like :)