Title: I should have known.

Rating: T(For the man-love)

Disclaimer: I don't own them, yo.

Summary:Dumbledore's angsty musings on a certain love affair. Albert Slash.

Author's Note: My first HP Slash! My first HP FIC. I thought this up while I was reading through HP:DH for the second time. I hope you like it. If you didn't know, 'Albert' is the combination of 'Albus' and 'Gellert'. :o)


I should have known, really, the first time he slammed me against the wall of my bedroom and pushed his mouth roughly against mine, his tongue attacking my own into submission.

His complete disregard for my comfort, or pleasure, should have tipped me off from the beginning.

But I gave him the benefit of the doubt; I chalked it up to passion, even though I sensed otherwise. I pushed those feelings of apprehension aside, because I needed him.

I needed him more than I knew at the time.

Gellert Grindenwald was everything to me, because he was nothing to me. He was new, unbiased, intelligent, and had the face of an angel.

I learned later that it was a very close semblance to an angel of destruction.

But, blinded by what I had mistaken for love, I overlooked the demented gleam in his eyes as he conversed animatedly with me about muggle subservience.

I realized too late, and he left me, as quickly, it felt, as he had come.

And I cried pitiful tears, because I'd known he would do this to me, and I let him break my heart.

-Fin


AN2: Review, Please!

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