One night, one night of passion, of pure bliss, that's all I asked for, all I wanted, and that's what I got. It may be selfish of me but, I didn't want just one night, I wanted eternity, and I thought that's what you wanted too when you said "I love you."
I guess not.
You're the fire that burns in the depths of hell, destroying, killings, and ruining lives.
I'm the water that's everywhere; I heal, help, and care.
We're two different people. You said it would never work, but I believed it would, I thought we could make it, but…but it doesn't matter anymore. You left me without a second thought, left me alone, wondering what I did wrong. Did I do something wrong. Do you hate me because you lost your self to temptation? Do you?
You did it, what you always dreamed of. You now rule your own kind. Are you happy? Do you sit down at night thinking about all the great things you want to do, all the great things you told me we would do together, before you left?
I hear you found someone. It pains me to think of what she is like. But I have to ask…Is she pretty? Does she look just like me, or is she the complete opposite? Does she please you at night, does she take you breath away, does she comfort you at night when you are burden with sadness? Does she? After all, isn't that the kind of queen you wanted since you were a child? And there she is, at your side ruling, just like you always wanted.
I still love you, and I will always love you. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. But I should have seen this coming. After all, my life isn't a fairytale. And now, I sit here writing this letter to you, with nothing to remind me of you except a broken heart, and the golden-eyed girl in my arms.
A/N
Yes this is the first chapter in this story...it might be confusing but this letter was never sent to zuko and none of the letters were just to let you know...k
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