AN: Hey guys….this story…..is about something that just happened a yesterday. Specifically 3:50:10pm today on October 21, 2010. I got dumped by my bf….and I'm gonna make a HitsuKarin fic about what happened and how my life is….this is a true story based on my life exactly….just Bleach style…..here it goes….oh and my new pen name is knifestabkillblood102110. This is still the author who wrote "Broken Into Pieces". I love yall. Its OOC and sickly sweet so if yall don't like sickly sweet stories, feel free to stop right here.

~Karin's POV 6:00:30pm central. October 20, 2010~

I know something is gonna happen tomorrow. I just told Toushiro everything. My suicide plan, my depression, the scratches…..basically everything. And this is how it went on the phone:

"Hey, Shiro….there's something I should tell you…..well really Yuzu is making me or else she's gonna go get the couselor at school and the English and Health teachers… So I'll start off with this….

Last weekend, I was planning to kill my self. I already planned that we're gonna be at a hotel and I was gonna swim and drown myself. I had a really stressful week which is why I didn't talk to you like at all."

"Okay…and…."

"I didn't because my parents thought it was too cold to swim outside. I was walking through the trees that day and it felt really good outside so I spread my arms out and it hit a few tree branches and therefore were scratches on my arms. Cindy and Alice wouldn't listen. They thought I was cutting myself. I'm not that emo."

"And….."

"I didn't wanna tell you because I didn't want you to worry at all. I'm not all important and you should worry about your family more than me."

"…"

"Look….I am so fucking sorry for putting you through hell, for making you feel like shit and…will you forgive me?"

"Well… if I forgive you, you won't learn."

"You wouldn't forgive me in a million or infinity years…

I should go now. I'm really sorry. I love you."

"Love you too."

Click.

We usually email as a way of contact. So I sent him a reply to a previous one. And he never replied. I knew something was off. And so I called out to the Lord and just started talking to him. Or at least I hope I was. And I cried. Like full, blown-out crying. I cried for an hour. I haven't cried like that in a year! I'm going to bed now.

~The next day after school~

Still no reply from him. So this morning, I gave myself the prep talk. I know he's gonna dump me. I know he's gonna break my heart. But I understand. The whole time, he didn't glance at me, didn't speak a word. I felt it coming. And then it came. 3:50:10pm. He came over to me and said,

"Look, I really don't think this is gonna work out-"

"I know."

"So I think it's better if we just be friends."

"I know," I whispered.

And he walked off in a hurry. I stopped at my locker, feeling it break, feeling the tears overflow, and I'm muttering to myself,

"Stop crying you baka, you promised yourself you wouldn't cry. You knew it was coming, what were you thinking?"

I walked to go get Cindy and Sarah was already at Cindy's locker. And I opened the door. There he was, pretending nothing happened. But I thought,

'If he's happy, then I will be too because I love him.'

Cindy saw the tears in my eyes and asked what happened. I mouthed it and she gasped and told Sarah who was sitting next to her. She also gasped. So now, Thursdays are solemn days. The number 5 is unlucky now. And being the person I am, I will go cliff diving one day. Random, but sure. Anybdoy's free to join me.

And at 10:00:00pm, I let everything spill. I cried for two straight hours, leaving behind the pieces.

And peoples, there are no such things as friends. In reality, we're just one big family. Cindy is my closest sister and John is my soul brother. Sarah is another sister and well, Toushiro…..is just a long-lost brother. The completely stupid thing is that he said,

"We should just be friends."

Friends. You don't usually find the ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend be friends, do you? Not only that, but it would never work out. Everything would be awkward. Everything would be gone, sad, dark, alone…..

My choice is decided. If he ever wants me back, I will say no, because, he will hurt me again and again and each break will hurt until I can't handle it. Toushiro will be reading this soon. And he deserves to know the truth. But he is no longer Toushiro. He's Hitsugaya now. And always will be.

Welcome to my world of darkness. Welcome to the world with no light and no happiness. It's impossible to feel all this isn't it? Well guess what, it's not. Don't do what I did. Live happily.

Learn from this lesson.

~October 22, 2010 at 10:58:44 am~

There's no cliff here. The pain is too great to bear. I hope someone will end my existence. This is the greatest pain yet.

Hello, darkness. I now belong in your personal hell-hole.

Sayonara.

I wish.

The funny thing is, I had a dream about our break up on the 20th, the day before the break up. Strange, huh?

I'm Karin Kurosaki. Ex-girlfriend of Toushiro Hitsugaya. Joined darkness's hell-hole. I'm so messed up.

AN: I hope all of you learn from this. And please…find someone who won't hurt you. I want you guys to be happy and I don't even know 1/20 of you guys who read this. I need at least 20 people to vote for the happy ending for "Broken Into Pieces" (well it doesn't have to be all Yes it can be voted no). This is something you guys should know. I love HitsuKarin but this is the one story that will have them broken. I'm sorry.

PS. I'll still be alive. chill.

Knifestabkillblood102110