I had no fucking idea what this is Gunna be so in just Gunna wright
Good luck your Gunna need it.
Hi my names Ashki but most people call me Mai which means coyote. This is my first year of highschool. I have one friend his name is Rosey, but he doesn't come to school dew to having PDV around people
PDV is a Public Display of Violence for people who don't know. Im a short Guy, with black hair and dark blue eyes. I'm very shy and I refuse to talk to anyone including teachers, but I injoy betting the shit of people
And that's why at this moment in time I'm in the office. " Ashki this is the fifth fight you've been in this week what's going on" Gina my patrol officer the only other then rosey I'll talk to willingly
But I just shrug "Ashki I know that it wasn't your fault this time but couldn't you just walk away?"
"No they were asking for it so I gave them what they wanted" I don't smile because if I did she'd know it wasn't them who started the fight
"Go back to class, but met me here at the end of school and no more fights please" I just grab my backpack and walk back to class.
Why do we go to school can't we learn this stuff by ourself. I sit down and open my drawing note book beacuase I'm not Gunna do what they want if I did then the would take advantage.
"Ashki please pay attention" I look at the teacher and she go to do about it. I hear footsteps so I look up to see the new teacher "Give me the book" I smile finally. I shake my head no and continue to draw
" you shouldn't do that, you see Mai doesn't do work he just draws and he doesn't talk so its no use" I see Rosey?! What the hell is he doing here! "And who might you be?" I Get up and walk over to him
"what the fuck are you doing here?!" I growl not loud enough for anyone else to hear " your patrol officer asked me to come." I walk back to my seat and sit down " I'm here to watch over Mai so please pay no attention to me" he gives a small smile before sitting in a chair by the wall
After 15 minutes with Rosey staring fucking bullets into my head I decide to get up and leave. And of course Rosey fallows me, and the teacher is yelling Me to come back but fuck that shit!
I walk towards the woods and as soon as I reach them I turn around flip Rosey off and sprint at full speed into the woods dodging trees, when I see the pond I slow down knowing that
Rosey wouldn't have fallowed me.
I pull out my pipe yes I smoke pot but don't tell Rosey cause he'll kill me "where the fuck did I put that lighter" I search my pockets again and the I remember. I pull my hood from behind me and search
For the small hole, There it is I pull out my lighter.I take a drag from the pipe and I feel my nerves relaxe.
I start singing Monster by skillet:
"The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?"
I hear foot steps coming towards me.
"I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster"
The footsteps stop but I feel someone staring at me...
"I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, here's something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster"
"You know you should sing more often you have a nice voice" I turn around to see not Rosey but girl in a gray hoodie and cargo jeans. "Do I know you?" I revert saying that but I'm high as fuck so yeah!
"No I geuss not but for now you can call me Jay" I smile she's oddly secretive "ok Jay what you want?" She shrugs "I want lots of things like to kill Obama but you know. But a this moment in time I want
To have a swimming race with you." I smile " you know I'm the faster swimmer in school" she starts to take her cloths off,now normal guy is like SCORE! Me yeah cool a naked fucking girl. Well not really naked she's in her bathsuit.
"I don't care I jus want to swim its warm out here" " its the middle of winter and its like 30 out here " she just shrugs. So I take my clothes off except my boxers which are swim trucks cause I find boxers uncomfortable.
I get in the water. I smile I miss swimming "ok on three we're Gunna race to the other side of the pond and back...3...2...1...GO" I push off and swim quickly her right behind me. Hit the other side within 5 minutes
And turn around and swim back it takes me 6 minutes to get back. I win it takes her 10 minutes to get back and she just flops on the ground panting.
"I told you I'm fast" she just smiles gets up grabs her clothes and walks into the woods. I don't stop her,after a few minutes I hear Rosey calling my name "Mai where are you" I grab my clothes and get dress I much rather not Explain why I'm practically naked in the middle of no where "over here idiot" I yell.
I see Rosey sprint towards me "why did you run off?" I look a him "I didn't run off I just wanted to escape your eye lasers for abit" he laughs then frowns "you smell like pot" Shit I've been caught "so I smoke pot is there a problem?" He hold his hand out "give me the pipe "nope" I cross my arms "fine I'll just tell Gina" I smile and shrug. We walk back like nothing happen.
Jay was her name, the only one that didn't treat me like a kicked puppy,I don't know why everyone treats me like one all I know is that its because of my family which I've never met. I feel something warm slide down my cheek I wipe it away. Why I'm a crying I don't cry. I feel Rosey rub my back "its ok Mai don't cry" I smile "I'm not crying" he smiles too.
"Hey Rosey can you tell you about my family?" I ask once we got home "well you had a mother and father and a younger sister." And he ends the conversation. Sigh he always does this why the fuck can't I know
"I know that but what were there names?" I press not Gunna give up " Mai I'm trying to cook go and draw for a bit" I growl "fuck you" I stomp off to my room and turn up my music to loud after about an hour I hear a tapping sound. I look at my window and see Jay at my fucking window?!
Cliff hanger bitches!
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