Hi everyone! So, this is my second fanfic, and I hope you will like it :) I'm not sure about how good idea was it, but it will show after a few chapters. So, gonna read it! :)

Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious! And I don't want to, it's perfect with Dan's ideas :P

They stood at the street staring down to the ground, don't dare to look into eachother's eyes. Tori tried to hold back her tears, but she was about to give it up and let her hysterical sob out, what wouldn't be the best idea. Beck seemed sad and happy at the same time, so she couldn't read his real feelings from his face. It was deadly silence between them, they thought about the last few weeks, or maybe a month, what changed everything. And the story begins here, so be sure that you are sitting comfortable in your chair, because it will be a long tale.
It all began with 19th May, when Tori got fired from the Platinum Music Awards and she was in their living room with Beck. When he tried to kiss her, she said she can't do it for a friend – so she can't do it for Jade, who wasn't really her friend at that time. After this „accident" they got a little closer, so Tori's statement came true, they were friends.
The mysterious incident began on 26th June, when Cat celebrated her birthday in a really big circle of friends, and the whole gang was invited, with some accompanying. Jade brought her cousin, Dave, and when she kissed him on the cheek, Beck thought that they're dating, so he was with Tori in the entire night. They danced together and talked, but when a slow song came, Tori was a little embarassed, because Beck gently put his hands on her waist, but she slowly placed her hands on his shoulders and went more closer to him. They moved together to the melody of the music, and Tori began to feel a little bit calmer, when she noticed that their faces were about centrimetres away from eachother's. Her heart started to race as he tenderly pressed his lips to hers and pulled her more closer. A few seconds later she went back trying to catch breath.
„Why did you do this? It isn't right!" she whispered looking deeply into his eyes.
„Because I..." he began, but Tori cut him off.
„I think we can't do this. Let me leave, please!" she ordered grabbing his wrists to pull them away from her waist, but he immediately dragged her back.
„Wait! I won't do it anymore. I will never touch you if you want that, but please, just listen to me!" he pleaded. She looked around the room, then sighed and went back to Beck and stopped in front of him.
„Okay... What did you want to say?" she asked embarassed again.
„That... I don't know how can I tell you this, but... I love you." he said quietly, and she barely could hear him. Tori couldn't speak or move for a few seconds, but then she suddenly grabbed his cheeks and kissed him with a lots of feelings. He was shocked, but slowly closed his eyes and kissed back. It was that moment when she broke her promise and everything began to turn out bad.
At that Tuesday, when she went home and got to bed, she couldn't fell asleep. She thought about Beck, their kisses, then when Jade ran to them as angrily as she could, and yelled with both of them because they thought that she's dating with Dave. After Beck said that they can't date, Tori was so sad and went home at this point. While walking home, she thought about their relationship, and she realized that they will can never be together because Jade's jealousy.
When she finally fell asleep, she had a nightmare. After that, Tori could only think about her dream, 'til the sun went up and everyone began to wake up. She climbed out of her bed and grabbed some clothes out of her closet, then got dressed to them. She washed her tooth and combed her hair, then went downstairs and sat down at the table.
„How was your night been?" asked her mother while making breakfast.
„Uhh, don't ask, it was horrible. Yours?" she asked back.
„It was okay, but what happened to you? You are looking so tired."
„I told you to don't ask! But if you must know, I had a nightmare." she grumbled.
„Aww, like when you were little? I remember when you had a nightmare about a black pony and..." she explained, but Tori cut her off.
„Don't say it please! I'm not in that mood to listen the stories about my childhood!" she snapped out and got up from the table. She grabbed her keys and mobile, then ran out of the house and didn't stop until she arrived to Beck's RV. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
„Hey, Beck, it's me, Tori!" she said. After this the door immediately slammed open.
„Hi Tori, come in!" he told her, then went away a few steps to let her in. She looked down, bit her lower lip then hopped up to the RV.
„I came to talk with you about yesterday..." she mumbled. He froze for a second, then shook his head, locked the door and sat down on his couch.
„What do you want to say?" Beck asked quietly. They both were embarassed, and Tori was confused, too, but she began to talk.
„I... I just want you to know that I have the same feelings for you, but I know we can't be together! So don't worry, I won't be sad or something, we still can be friends like before, ok?" she said quickly. Beck's jaw dropped a little bit, but he sighed.
„Look, Tori, do you really have to bring up the past?"
„Are you mad at me? Because I told you my feelings?" she snapped out.
„No! I didn't say it!" he replied shocked.
„Really? In turn it seems like you did!" she continued the fight. Beck shook his head in disbelief while standing up, and opened the door. He signed a little and pointed to the yard.
„Wait, what? Do you want me to leave?" she asked disappointed. Beck pointed with his head to the garden still looking deeply into her eyes. She shook her head and hissed, then walked out from the RV angrily. While she went home she could only think about what did she do wrong, and why Beck is so mean with her after he admitted his feelings. She clearly could remember every seconds of the previous evening and she still felt his strong arms around her, but it all was over. The memories dashed and a big sob broke out from her, what didn't allowed her to walk home. After a fight with her best friend, Tori Vega was broken and full with emotions what she couldn't show...

So, this was the first chapter, and I hope you liked it :) I know, it's already weird and dramatic, and before you read the next chapters, I warn you, it will be more dramatic, weird and mysterious, so think about it twice. But despite that, please rewiev! :)